But no one may deny himself to himself. And the passionate soul makes
for passion, be it a Paul or an Augustine! The nemesis of her nature
had come upon Rosamond; and she was to be fulfilled to herself, after so
many years, at this moment of her woman’s maturity, with a handful of
relics and the dust and the smell of the distant Indian fort upon them.
Out of the far far past her love and her sorrow were claiming her—at
last.
* * * * *
The logs from the Dorset beech-woods flamed in the queer corner
chimney-piece of Harry’s attic room. The light flickered on the
scattered papers in Rosamond’s lap and threw illusive ruddy gleams on
the pale hands, on the pale cheek that turned to the glow, yet felt it
not.
When she had sat down to read, it was some time still before noon. The
December sun crept out between two rain-storms, threw a yellow circle on
the boards, marked the shadow of the ivy spray, then paled and passed.
The merry logs grew red, grew grey; they fell together with sighs into
white ash; and the last creeping flicker of life in the grate sparkled
and went out. Below, the placid life of the Old Ancient House jogged
its round. Baby’s business-like morning music was ground out and caught
into the silence. The tinkling bell, that from time immemorial had
sounded the homely meal-time gatherings, rang its thin summons up the
wooden stairs from the hall. Some one came to the attic door and
rattled it against the drawn bolt; knocked and called. And later the
stillness of the attic room was troubled again, and Aspasia cried out
between petulance and anxiety. So insistent was she that within the
room some one answered back at last in a strange hoarse voice of anger.
And the steps pattered away, and silence reigned once more.
The rain dried on the window pane, shadows stole forth from the room
corners. The air grew cold and colder; a grey dimness settled upon
everywhere; the chilling bars of the grate clicked. But still the woman
sat by the empty hearth ... reading, reading, reading.
*CHAPTER XIII*
As Rosamond read, that page of her womanhood which she had hitherto so
deliberately kept blank was printed as with a tale of fire. Between
those short winter hours, between the leaping of the wood flames and the
fall of the cold chill twilight, all that she had cheated her heart
of—the tears, the passion, the grief—came upon her like a storm. And
fate worked its will.
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