The valley is set in a sort of scoop between the mountains, and
all round there are the peaks, snow-covered. The river runs
brawling from east to west, where the plateau is narrowed
between the two huge buttresses of rock which almost close the
valley; the water falls there a pretty good height, and on quiet
nights one can hear the churn of the rapids. The fort is built
on the right bank, and on that side we are safe from attack, as
the ledges are very precipitous. It is thus too we get our
water, our salvation. But this is becoming increasingly
difficult, in spite of our trenches, as the fellows over there
are getting to know the range pretty closely.
The valley is beginning to grow beautifully green, but the rocks
above and all about are grey and drab and arid all the year
round, and the snows never pass. It is over the snows our help
must come. In our courtyard we have an almond tree, in blossom.
I think of you, of your face under the bridal veil.
* * * * *
The flag, Rosamond, the old flag! What creatures we are with
our symbols! So long as the spirit is enclosed in the flesh, so
long must we grope in our efforts of expression. You can’t
conceive what this rag means to us, riddled with bullets,
bleached, draggled! ... We are all in high spirits to-day. I
doubt if even a score of fat sheep could have so cheered the
garrison as our half-hour tussle on the roof, and the triumphant
fact that the flag was not lowered, even for an instant. They
gave us a hot time between seven and eight this morning; two or
three of our best were bowled over, and I saw that our fellows
had lost heart a bit—there’s just a bad moment, Rosamond,
between the glory of the fight and the last desperation; and
that’s a dangerous moment! Well, as if the fates were against
us, the flagstaff was struck, repeatedly, and all at once, in
the thick of it, we heard it crack and saw it bend. There was
not a man but turned his head. Rosamond, that flag’s their
fetish! It’s astonishing how quickly one can take in a thing at
an instant like that. I seemed to see all at once the change
that swept over the dark faces. You know how the whole aspect
of a field of corn can be changed in a moment by a puff of wind.
I made one spring for the breaking pole and caught it just in
time. And then I held it high, as high as I could, crying out to
them in such a flood of Hindustani as never fell from my lips
before. God knows what I said, or didn’t say! But they can do
with a lot of talk, these boys of ours. I must have looked like
a madman, I know I felt like one. One gets sort of light-headed
in the fight, now and again. I felt as if I were growing taller,
as if the old flag were lifting me up higher and higher. The
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