bullets played about us like spray, and not one hit me. As for
the boys—well, my madness got into them somehow—they fell to
like devils; they shot like angels; it was as if magic wine had
been poured into them. I don’t suppose even the oldest soldier
among us had seen anything like it before. We made a record
score, I can tell you!
Now it’s over, I look back and think that we were all possessed.
But it’s had a useful effect on the Khan and his tribes, for
they had the worst of that hour, and the flag was not lowered,
not an inch. I never let it out of my hands till a new pole had
been spliced on—a stout one, you may be sure. And this is a
happy garrison to-day. You should hear the Goorkhas jabbering
and laughing over their half-ration of rice. We have served out
extra rum. They’ve drunk the great white Empress’s health, and
are quite sure now that anything belonging to her must be safe.
As for me, the poor superstitious creatures have begun to regard
me as a small god; they think I bear a charmed life. Rosamond,
if that flag had fallen, there is no knowing if we could have
held the men. And if we’d lost the fort, I should never have
seen you again, for we four Englishmen could not let it go
before our lives. The fellows are all kicking up an idiotic
fuss about my share in the business—it makes a man feel such a
fool to be made a hero of for nothing. Rosamond, did I even do
my duty? Then, even then, upholding my country’s flag, the fury
of my thoughts was all with you: If the flag falls I shall never
see her again—that was what I was saying to myself. God knows I
am no hero.
* * * * *
No hero!
Rosamond’s heart was beating high, her eye had kindled, her cheek was
glowing. Was he not a hero? Her Harry. She could see him towering in
his strength—the "archangel" of Bethune’s description; the born leader,
stimulating his starving men to unheard-of valour!
* * * * *
But the end was drawing near. She must read on. The darkness had
gathered so close that she had to light a candle and put it beside her
on the floor. This she did mechanically, hardly aware of her own
action—so bent upon her single thought. The handwriting had become
irregular; it sprawled upon the page.
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