With an unutterable failing of the heart, the atmosphere of her whole
life as Lady Gerardine seemed suddenly to close round her once more; the
intolerable solicitude, the tyrannic fondness, the perpetual,
ineluctable watchfulness, how had she endured it? But she must be calm.
What was it Baby had said? "Anything would be better than a scandal."
These holy walls, this consecrate house—oh, no, they should never echo
the wranglings of her most unholy union!
Sir Arthur was turning over the trinkets on her dressing-table. Where
was the thermometer?
She did not know.
Not know where the thermometer was!
"I don’t think I’ve got one," said Lady Gerardine, faintly. "But it’s
not fever; it’s not that! Indeed, I only want rest——"
He turned, in real indignation and surprise.
"Not got one?"
"Perhaps if you were to ask Aspasia——" The suggestion was coupled with
a wild look at the door.
Sir Arthur laughed, not very pleasantly. One would almost have thought
she wanted to get rid of him. Women were certainly incomprehensible
creatures.
"You have not mislaid your pulse, I take it."
She retreated from his touch till she could retreat no further; then,
brought up by the wall, slid both her hands behind her.
"I’m not ill in that way. You know I always did hate being fussed
about. Aspasia told you I had a headache. It is true, I have a
headache. I only want to be alone; I only want to sleep."
Sir Arthur stood surveying her. Poor gentleman; his mind was generally
in a compact and neatly labelled condition, quite ready with an adequate
theory for each event of life. But to-night it was as if some one had
been making hay in the tidy compartments. His ideas were positively
jumbled. Scarcely did he seem to have a proper hold of one when the
next would send him off at a tangent. He had come upstairs to make his
wife feel how grievously she had offended his idea of decorum, and had
immediately lost himself in admiration of her appearance. And now, once
more, in the very midst of his real anxiety about her health, he found
himself abjectly remarking what an extraordinarily beautiful woman she
was.
"I’m not so sure," he said suddenly, half fondly, half irritably, "that
those red cheeks are a very good sign."
He put out a finger and stroked the velvet outline. She closed her eyes
and set her teeth, nerving herself against the agony of the caress.
"I left a white rose," he went on, with elaborate gallantry; "I find a
red one. My dear, your cheeks are certainly very hot."
That voice from the past, to which Rosamond’s ears had been so acutely
attuned these days, suddenly took up the words: "_My white rose, my red,
red rose!_" As the sailor feels the raft break beneath him, she felt
the last shreds of her self-control giving way under the stress of seas
of passion and terror. She looked round desperately; almost, she
thought, that man—that intruder—must have heard the dear voice also.
Oh, sacrilege to have him standing there!
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