"Will you not leave me?" she cried, with a burst of pleading. "I must
rest. You were always kind to me—will you not leave me now? Indeed, I
am in pain."
"My darling!" he exclaimed, in genuine concern.
That flush was unnatural, it was evident. She had wasted away, too. He
could see that. She who used to have such a noble, full throat; and her
breathing came all too quick.
"Come, my darling," he went on, "let me see you to bed myself. No one,
you know, can look after you as I do. I should not have trusted you
away from me all this time. Come, come, we must let this hair down to
ease the poor head—your golden hair, Rosamond. It is not the first time
I have unbound it—eh, my love?"
"Your golden hair, Rosamond..." whispered the voice in her heart. What
sort of a woman was she that another should dare use these sacred words
of love to her? She fixed her piteous eyes upon Sir Arthur, as if, by
the sheer intensity of dread, she could keep him from her. But he
stretched out his arms.
She shrank, flattening herself against the wall, one arm raised across
her brow as though to protect her hair.
"One would almost think you were shy—afraid of me," said he, jocularly,
while his embrace hovered over her.
"Once there was fear of me in your eyes..."
"Don’t touch me!" she shrieked. "Oh, your horrible hands!"
There fell instantly between them the silence of the irremediable deed.
Rosamond had at last torn across the interwoven fabric of their two
lives; the ugly rending sound of the parting hung in the air. These
gaping edges no seam could ever join again. To the woman came a fierce
realisation of freedom, a sweeping anger at the petty shackles that had
held her so long.
Sir Arthur stepped back, his arms falling by his side. He, poor man,
felt as if the good old world, of which he was such an ornament, had
ceased to be solid beneath his feet.
"Rosamond!"
"What are you doing here?" she cried, in a panting whisper. "What do
you want with me? How dare you come into this room?"
"Rosamond!"
"Go!" she bade him, pointing to the door. "In the name of God, leave
me. Merciful Heavens ... to follow me here! Have you not a spark of
human feeling left in you? Is it not bad enough, is it not terrible,
hideous, that you should be in this house at all?" She caught him by
the arm, pushing him like a frenzied creature. "Go!"
"Are you mad?" he furiously exclaimed.
Upon the very words he stopped abruptly and stared at her. A horrible
suspicion of their truth flashed upon him. Could it be possible, could
fate dare to play so horrible a trick on him? Was the wife of Sir
Arthur Gerardine actually going out of her mind? He felt his hair rise.
A dampness gathered cold on his forehead.
She stood, with outflung arm, motionless, save for her rapid breathing.
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