"If you’re really ill," he faltered now, seeking for his handkerchief
and mopping his face with flurried hand. The tail of his apprehensive
eye upon her, he was, in his mind, rapidly concocting that telegram to
the family physician in London which should be despatched at the
earliest possible moment, and bring him—and also a mental specialist—to
the manor-house by the first possible train. "Most urgent, serious
anxiety." The Lieutenant-Governor muttered the words to himself. He
belonged to that type of fond family man who, at the first hint of a
possibly insane member in the home circle, has no other idea than the
immediate shutting up and putting away of the dangerous dear one.
Dimly, through the storm and stress in which her soul was struggling,
there came to Rosamond some perception of the pathetic figure presented
by Sir Arthur in his sudden trouble. The well-worn cloak of
self-complacency was rudely torn from him. His was the flurry of the
man on the wrong side of life who has neither the elasticity of youth
nor the true dignity of age to help him meet an unexpected blow. Her
hand dropped by her side. He had been kind to her, after his own
fashion; generous, too, and trusting. She sank back against the bed with
a moan.
"I am to blame, all through, from the beginning," she said hopelessly.
"I have sinned against myself, against you, against him," she faltered;
and laid her left hand on the old carven bedpost to steady herself. Her
head dropped sideways against her shoulder. "If I could set you free,"
she murmured.
Sir Arthur turned sharply upon her, one suspicion chased by another.
This was coherent enough. There was meaning in this—too much! A purple
flush mounted to his face; the veins in his forehead swelled.
"I was content to go on," pursued the woman, in the same vague tones of
plaint. "Remember, it was you who insisted. Before you curse me,
always remember that. I wanted to dream my life away—why, else, should
I ever have listened to you? But you would not let me dream. You
thrust my fate upon me—you and that man. What chance had I of escape
between you both? you and that man!"
From purple, Sir Arthur’s face grew ashen grey. That smiling, genial,
handsome face became a positive mask—lips drawn back from the teeth,
pupils narrowed to vindictive pin-points of fury. He drew near to her
in silence, his head thrust forward, his twitching hands clutching the
lapels of his coat on either side.
You and that man—that man, Bethune!
Through the buzzing in his ears there came once again the echo of Lady
Aspasia’s laugh, her meaning words: "So you were the excuse." And again
the gibe: "Aspasia is tired of playing chaperon!"
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