"Alas, Mademoiselle," said he, turning round; his alertness of courtesy
was ingrain; "I do not dare to show to the world that my head is quite
white."
"You think it looks better pink?" said Baby, innocently.
"Pink!" said M. Châtelard, a little disconcerted, passing his hand over
his cropped pate. "Is it possible?" Then, sparkling: "Pink? I had no
idea that Lady Melbury had so made me blush!"
"Oh, blush!" cried Lady Aspasia, her momentary displeasure with the pert
schoolgirl lost in a yell of delight at M. Châtelard’s readiness; "It’s
well that my blushing days are over!"
"Oh, Milady!" And they put their heads together again.
Young Aspasia pinched in her rosy lips so tight that they made the most
absurd button of a mouth ever seen. Bethune, who had listened with
immovable gravity to this sally, betraying indeed no sign of having
heard it, save for the rolling of an icy eye towards M. Châtelard, now
let his glance rest upon her. The hard muscles of his face began to
soften.
He had been slowly making up his mind during the whole of the evening,
and now he had decided. He would leave the manor-house on the morrow,
and cut himself once and for ever apart from its inmates. But, the devil
was in it that, in the midst of the most intolerable mental trouble he
had ever endured, he should have once and again this absurd unreasonable
feeling that if he were to carry away with him this pretty Aspasia, this
fluffy, pouting, pert, bird-like thing, it would be sweet! Something
like the blessedness of a peep of blue in a sky of lurid clouds, a ray
of sunshine across a barren moor, a snowdrop in bleak winter. The
feeling had no sense in it. He was a prey to as strong a passion as
ever possessed a man; and he not only despised himself, hated himself
for his passion, but was conscious that by the object of it he was held
a thing of scorn. More than this, she, who thus in spite of reason
filled his thoughts, was suffering, and he could not lift a finger to
help her. The whole source of her suffering was only vaguely understood
by him; but he knew that her husband’s presence had nearly driven her to
desperation. It was acute torture to him now to think of Sir Arthur in
his wife’s room; and yet ... haunted by these unworthy degrading
thoughts of one who should have been twice sacred to him, he found
himself longing to take Aspasia to his breast—bright-eyed Aspasia,
pecking, twittering, fluttering like an angry dove, withal so soft, so
warm, so true! His inconsequent heart seemed to cry out for the comfort
of her.
Sir Arthur opened the door and looked in.
"Pray, pray," said he, inserting an arm, after his head, to wave back
the confidential couple who with a great scraping of chairs had risen to
their feet, "do not let me disturb any one. I am only looking for
Aspasia."
"Oh Lord!" said Aspasia, under her voice, alarm springing to her eyes.
"I’m here, Runkle."
"Can you spare me a few minutes’ private conversation, my dear Aspasia?"
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