Her heart was rippling full with joy to feel Jean-Pierre there beside
her. At times it overflowed, and she all but opened her lips to tell him
she would sacrifice anything for him, that she would put no obstacle in
his way. But for the moment a prudent thought restrained her. She would
wait and see whether perhaps Jean-Pierre had not forgotten that curious
infatuation with a mere child. There was no use putting the idea back in
his head, if his exile and two years' time had blotted it out.
They sat in a decorous silence, waiting for the beginning of the
program. Madame Garnier moved nearer to Jean-Pierre, for the pleasure of
feeling his arm, a man's arm now, inside a very well-cut masculine
coat-sleeve. She remembered what it had been, the rosy translucent flesh
of her first baby, then the little thin, white arm of his long ailing
boyhood--how she had fought with ill-health to keep him--all those
years, never an instant's relaxation of her care, her prayers, her
piercing anxiety! Oh, well, it was all over now. There he sat, a
splendid young man, still a little delicate, but sound and well. Her
reward had come. How goldenly the years stretched out before her!
Perhaps it was just as well to have him marry young, to have his wife
come to him intact in the first bloom of her early girlhood. He himself
was so unworldly, he would never be able to manage an older woman. A
fleeting picture came to her of a rosy baby's face--Jean-Pierre's first
child. The thought flooded over her, rich with pride and joy.
She continued to gaze at a certain spot in the curtain, her face framed
in her heavy velvet hat, composed in decorous vacancy.
* * * * *
Beside her Jean-Pierre also fixed his eyes on a certain spot in the
curtain, and composed his face to quiet. But he was afraid of the
silence. He wished his mother had gone on chatting, or that they had sat
down near acquaintances with whom he would have been forced to talk.
Then he would not have been so conscious of the dryness of his mouth, of
the roaring of his pulse in his ears. He stared hard at the curtain,
trying to interest his eyes in the design of the tapestry. But they
could see nothing but what they had seen for two years, liquid dark eyes
looking straight into his heart, his poor heart that he could not hide
from them; dark eyes that seemed to be looking wistfully for something
they did not find, something that he knew he could give, something that
he longed to give with such an abandon of desire that he felt now, as so
many times before, the sweat start out on his forehead.
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