In the twilight of the maples, Neale was doing some thinking. Mother had
been _married_ when she was his age; with all her life before her, and
she'd never had a bit of it till now; only Union Hill and more Union
Hill. And Father, too.... He murmured something muffled and
inarticulate, which made no particular sense to the ear, but which
Father understood, and answered with some vehemence, "No, Great Scott,
_no_, Neale! Don't think that! Heavens, no! I didn't mean we'd
sacrificed anything for you--we just got into a rut, the way people do,
and stayed there so long we began to think we couldn't get out and now
when this opportunity comes, your mother wanted to make _sure_ it's all
right with you, that's all! Your mother and I, you've been a great
comfort to us. We don't want...."
He was almost as muffled and inarticulate as Neale, but Neale understood
him, and reaching for his hand, gave it a hard grip. He did not try to
say anything now. The two men, silent under the old maples that had
sheltered their childhood, exchanged a quick glance of understanding and
affection, nearer to each other now, at the moment of parting than ever
before.
Then they went back to the house, silent as Iroquois, and Neale went in
to where his mother was playing dreamily on the old piano, to tell her
bluntly that he would not in the least mind their leaving Union Hill,
since he could be at home very little in any case during his Senior
year.
She turned around on the piano stool to listen to his sober statement,
and to look at the great fellow, towering up over her.
"Yes, you're grown up now, Neale, aren't you?" she said faintly, putting
a hand out towards him and he knew he had hurt her by his bluntness. And
yet it was the truth he told her, and also what she wanted to hear. He
could not take it back. But he did stoop to her and take her in his big
arms for a little-boy hug.
Father came in then and they lighted the lamp and tried to talk a little
about what Neale was going to do to earn his living when he graduated.
They had often tried to talk of that. But they never got very far, and
no farther this time than any other. Neale had no ideas on the subject,
and being Neale, he would not imaginatively play up to what was expected
of him, and say he had. No, he did not feel that he would like to be a
doctor. No, certainly not a lawyer! He wouldn't mind engineering, but
the old grads in his Frat. who were engineers seemed to have a way of
turning up, out of a job every once in so often. He didn't think much of
a profession where you were so entirely at the mercy of people with
money. It was too much like being a turtle that had to wait for somebody
to turn it over before it could go on its way. Father looked at him
rather queerly and remarked that he'd find it difficult to get any work
in the modern world, where he wouldn't be at the mercy of people with
money.
Neale said, he thought very pertinently, "Grandfather never has been."
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