Father looked as though he considered this mere arguing for the sake of
arguing, and said something drily, looking around at the plain, old
countrified room, about Neale's not being willing to live as his
grandfather had, two generations ago.
The upshot of the talk was, as it always was, that they agreed once
more to let things run on and perhaps something would turn up.
The next morning Father and Mother went back to New York, to finish the
preparations for their adventure. Mother cried a little when she kissed
Neale good-by, but Grandmother kissed her son without a quiver, though
she clung to Grandfather's arm. She and Grandfather and Neale and old Si
and Jennie stood in the front yard looking after the carriage. It was
almost like seeing a newly married pair go off after the wedding.
Neale's mother kept turning to look back at them, her April face like a
bride's, colored through tears by excitement and anticipation. Neale
stood up, taller than his tall old grandfather now, broad, massive, his
tanned face like a man's. But, to his amazement, there awoke in his
heart for the last time, a little boy, a little boy who was frightened
and grieved at being left alone.
Half-way down the hill, the carriage stopped and they saw Neale's mother
spring out and run back up the hill, beckoning to Neale.
"Forgot something," conjectured Grandfather.
Neale bounded down towards her. They met half-way between the carriage
and the house. Mother's face was still wet with her tears but she was
not crying now. A glory was on her tremulous face. Neale never forgot
how she looked at that moment.
There was something she was trying to tell him and although all she
could bring out, as she took his big hands in hers was, "Neale, dear,
dear Neale," she knew by the look on his face that she had told him.
The little boy in Neale's heart, appeased, consoled, comforted, melted
away forever, without bitterness, without regrets. The over-grown young
man looked down at his mother, with an absolute trust in her love, and a
robust confidence in himself. "I'll be all right, Mother dear," he told
her heartily, meaning a great deal more than he said.
Then she went back to her husband, and Neale went back to his punting.
As he ran furiously after the ball, reeking with sweat under the brazen
August sun, it came to him suddenly, so that he stopped short for an
instant to think of it, wonderingly, that he had never seen his father
and mother look at each other, except with affection. And besides this
old, old knowledge which had hung there so long he had never seen it
before, there was a new picture ... the animation and excitement on
their faces, as they talked of their setting off together for distant
travels, the gaiety of Mother's laugh, as they told of the fun they were
having to make ready for the unknown, to get the right clothes, to learn
Spanish.... "I've been on the point of buying a mantilla," she had said.
"Don't you think I would look well in a mantilla, Neale?"
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