The next day Neale and Miss Wentworth were sitting by their little gipsy
fire in a nook among the Palisades, overlooking the river. Luncheon had
long been finished, the dishes packed away, and they continued to sit
still, Miss Wentworth looking at the view, Neale looking at her and
turning over in his mind the problem, "How can a man with no money, and
no prospects of ever earning any, ask a girl to marry him? He can't. But
suppose there's a chance that the girl ... well, no matter what she may
be thinking, wouldn't it be the decent thing to let her know how he
feels? Of course he ought to! What's the answer, then? There isn't any
answer."
"A penny for your thoughts, Mr. Crittenden."
"I was wondering," Neale lied glibly, "whether you didn't know me well
enough to stop calling me Mr. Crittenden."
She met his eyes squarely, "All right, I'll call you Neale, if you'll
call me Martha. I hate formality between friends."
He weighed her intonation carefully. Had she accented the word,
"friends"? Did she mean it as a warning? Well, whether or not she meant
it, that was the only line he could decently take.
As they started on the five-mile walk back to the ferry, their talk
dodged personalities. They talked about the trees and rocks and
wild-flowers and books and music--the music to which Martha had been
introducing Neale that winter, the music which, little by little, was
beginning to speak to his heart more powerfully, more directly even than
poetry. Then, gradually, with a deep sense of tranquil comradeship, they
stopped dodging personalities, no longer felt any need to talk, strode
forward side by side, silent, each sure of the other. Neale felt quiet
and happy and at the same time miserable and uncertain. Could he find
words to tell her? Must he in honor wait till he had a place in the
world to offer?
At the end of their long march, they came to the edge of the cliff and
stood for a long time staring down at the great river, shimmering and
iridescent far below them in the spring haze. Only a few miles further
south along these cliffs and only a few years ago, the little Neale had
sat alone and swung his feet and dreamed. How simple life had been for
him then!
Still without a word, they went down the zig-zag path to the ferry
landing, and stood waiting for the boat. It was very still, except for
the water splashing on the stony beach. Without thought, without
planning it, the fullness of Neale's heart unsealed his lips. He began
to speak in a low tone, his voice rough and uneven with emotion.
"Listen! you hear the grating roar
Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,
At their return, up the high strand."
He was aware that the girl was very still, listening with bent head.
"Sophocles long ago
Heard it on the AEgean, and it brought
Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow
Of human misery; we...."
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