"What do I expect her to do with her music? Oh, what does anybody do
with music? Use it to get what she wants. I expect her to succeed on the
concert platform. And get a lot of applause. And marry one foreign
monkey after another. And hate every other musically gifted woman, like
poison. And get so dependent on flattery that she can't live twenty-four
hours without a big swig of it from no matter whose flask. And die of
wounded vanity because a younger woman is beginning to be applauded.
That's what I expect, of course. What else is there to expect?"
At the end of this prophecy which he had brought out slowly and coldly,
with long pauses between the sentences, he closed his eyes and relapsed
into silence as though it were all a matter of no consequence.
His cousin made no comment but waited patiently for what he had not
said. He turned his bulky body sideways on the bench, his shoulder to
her, like a sulky boy, to indicate that he had no intention of adding
anything.
But presently her persistent, silent demand for what was really in his
mind brought out, "Marise's music-teacher in Bayonne was pretty near the
only human being in the whole damn town that didn't make me tired. She
was pretty nearly the only human being I ever saw anywhere who had
enough sense to come in out of the rain. She was an old-maid
school-teacher, ugly enough to stop a clock. But she was all right. She
didn't want anything for herself. She was safe. Her music had put her
where nothing could touch her."
Cousin Hetty was struck by the quality of this statement. She looked at
him softly.
"That is what you want for Marise," she said, and continued to stand
before him, looking down at him.
He was as much annoyed as though she had cried out emotionally, "Oh, you
_do_ love her! You _do_ think of how to be a good father to her!" and he
cut short her sickly, sentimental display of feeling by affirming
stolidly, "Well, I won't get it."
"But you don't see any other chance for her."
He felt that she was taking an unfair advantage of a chance lapse on his
part and, dismayed and disgusted by the pious color of their talk, was
pointedly silent, conveying the impression that he was trying to command
his patience till she should consent to stop talking foolishly.
"Marise isn't a bit old," she pointed out, half to herself, half to him.
"She's just seventeen to-day. And she's not plain, either."
"You bet your life she's not. That's why I know what her music is going
to do to _her_."
"Well, for goodness' sakes, why take her out of college to go on with
it?"
He evidently felt that he had more than explained this, for he made no
answer. She said then, a very plain, human anxiety wrinkling her old
face, "Do you honestly think, Horace, that you are the right person to
bring up a pretty, seventeen-year-old girl?"
"As good as anybody else," he said drily, averring the complete
incompetence of all the world for that task.
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