The tall, slim, lithe girl, walking swiftly through the sweet spring
twilight looked like the personification of spring-time with her fresh
young face, her dewy dark eyes, her sensitive mobile young mouth, red as
a dark red rose. She looked like Youth itself, welcoming in the new
season. Several people glanced after her, and smiled with sympathy for
her freshness and bloom and untouched virginal candor.
CHAPTER XL
I
Paris, May, 1908.
Eugenia had been complaining that her new teacher in advanced French
diction was very ill-natured and exacting, and had asked Marise to go
with her to a lesson to back her up in a protest against his
unreasonable demands.
The two girls drove up to the Francais in Eugenia's inevitable cab, and
leaving her inevitable maid to wait in it, passed through the dingy
little side-door into an ill-lighted corridor and felt their way
toilsomely up a stairway not lighted at all. A dingy, stone-colored
corridor with painted and numbered doors on each side, like a needy
old-man's home or ill-kept reformatory. A knock at one of these, opened
by a bald, pale, elderly man, with a knobby nose and several chins. A
tiny, cluttered, stuffy room, with a lumpy sofa, two chairs, an easel
and a window.
After her presentation to M. Vaudoyer, Marise sat down on one of the
hard chairs to await developments. The actor was in a long,
paint-stained blouse, and excused himself by saying that his pupil was a
little ahead of time, "A real American," he said, smiling at both of
them. He had been painting, he explained, waving a wrinkled old hand
towards a canvas on an easel.
"Oh, you are twice an artist," remarked Marise, doing as she had been
taught to do, automatically turning a pretty speech. As a matter of
fact, she thought the sketch anything but artistic.
The old man's face clouded. "To be a painter, that was all I ever
wanted," he said, looking with affection at the very mediocre landscape,
and adding sadly, "All my life ... all my life."
"But to have been--to be such an artist as you are on the stage--surely
that ought to be enough," said Marise. This time she spoke sincerely,
out of a very genuine admiration for his acting.
"One does what one can, what one can," said the old man, resignedly,
unbuttoning his blouse and dragging it off, revealing snuffy and
crumpled black garments. He looked, thought Marise, like the parish
priest of a very poor and neglected parish. And he had been for
years--why, for a life-time, one of the most solidly esteemed and
admired actors in the finest theatrical company in the world. "What more
does any man want?" Marise asked herself, wondering why his face in
repose was so bitter and melancholy.
Before beginning his lesson, he gave a last look at his painting, "What
do you think of it? What do you think of it?" he asked suddenly, turning
on Marise, the question like a loaded revolver at her temple.
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