"But it is perfectly possible for other people to live in Rome too! My
dear child, a year in Rome at your age ... it will be the making of you!
You will always bless your poor old de la Cueva who secured it for you.
Youth, talent, beauty, Rome!" she drew the picture with envious
admiration of its possibilities.
There was no use trying to reason with her, as one would with any one
else, Marise knew that from experience--no use trying to show the
material, practical obstacles in the way. What would her father say? How
could she go alone to Rome to live? Not that Mme. de la Cueva would have
hesitated at any age to go anywhere alone to live--but she would not
long have remained alone! How like Mme. de la Cueva to dispose of her so
calmly! Even as Marise said all this to herself she was aware by a
sudden warm gush of pleasure and excitement in her heart that she was
delighted beyond measure with the plan, that she had been longing for
some change in her life, that she had been growing deathly stale in the
same old round, the absurdly life-and-death consultations with Biron in
the kitchen, the same old professors at the Sorbonne with the same old
glass of sugar-and-water and the same high-keyed nasal delivery of the
same old lectures, even Mme. de la Cueva with her same old cliches about
mass and bulk in the bass. She felt no guilt about this last, for if
there were one person in the world who understood entirely the fatigue
at the recurrence of the same old things, it was Mme. de la Cueva! The
pianist looking at her young disciple with discerning and experienced
eyes, saw something of this and smiled sympathetically.
"You have been working, working, working, and now it is time to run a
little free, my Marisette," she said, patting her hand, "you are ... how
old?"
"Twenty-one to-day," said Marise.
"Exactly! As though Fate had timed it. Very likely Fate did." She had a
great faith in Fate provided one did not hang back before the doors Fate
set open before one. Personally she had never hesitated to step through
every one that had been even ajar.
"A year in Rome with the old Visconti, who has the most wonderful sense
of rhythm of any man alive--the real, the living rhythm--the life, the
personality of music! Make yourself a docile little pair of ears and
nothing else when he talks to you of rhythm! And pay _no_ attention,
none, do you hear, to his fingering! It is _infecte_, _ignoble_! Then
after a year, I shall be here again to see what else you need before I
launch you--good old Maman de la Cueva will be thinking of you all the
time...."
"But I am not in the least sure I can manage a year in Rome," protested
Marise, breaking in with a hurried protest against this
taking-for-granted of everything, "I never dreamed of going to Rome! My
father...."
"Oh, you can manage it," Madame de la Cueva assured her carelessly, "one
can always manage whatever one really wants to do. Especially if it
depends on a man."
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