She began to tell him about Ashley, of which she had dreamed the night
before, the first time in so long. It had been a good dream, all about
going home to Cousin Hetty and playing dolls up in the attic again. And
it was good, how good, to talk to some one about it, the first
time--why, since she had left Ashley! He seemed like--like what
Americans meant when they spoke of their "own home folks." Marise had
never had any such. There was a real reason to give herself the fun of
telling about Crittenden's too, since this Crittenden was soon to be
there. She would just let herself go for once!
But how she did run on when she let herself go! She hardly knew herself,
chattering like this, as fast as her tongue could wag. Chattering and
laughing and gesticulating--and not able to stop--the foolish way people
do who have drunk too much champagne, the foolish way a canary does when
you take the dark cloth from his cage and he sees that the sun is
shining, the way silly girls do the first time they have a conversation
with a young man. Yes, that was the way her voice sounded. Why could she
not stop chattering and laughing? What must he be thinking of her? She
would stop. She would change the subject. She would look at her watch
and say that she was late for an engagement and must take a tram-car and
leave him.
Forming this plan, she led him rapidly through the gate into the
Borghese Gardens where there are no tram-cars, through which lay the
longest possible way home. She thought glancingly of this inconsistency,
but it did not seem very important to her, because she began to be aware
of something that startled her a little. She was now taking him all over
the old house at Crittenden's. Yes, it was as though she had taken his
hand and were leading him through those fine old rooms. She was aware of
him--like that--as though their hands really did touch, warmly and
actually touch--and she liked it! She who detested above everything else
the slightest physical contact with another human body--who hated men
for only looking at her bare arm as if they would like to touch it.
Oh, well, oh, well, it was nothing--she brushed it aside, it was gone.
She told herself hastily in a phrase she had heard Mme. Vallery use,
that a very fine physical specimen of a man exercises a sort of
unconscious magnetism on every one near him, that has no more real human
significance than the way a pebble naturally rolls down hill and not up.
And he certainly was what any one would call a fine physical specimen,
so tall, so solidly, vigorously built, with such a long, swinging
step--she glanced at him as she talked--but it wasn't his strength that
gave him his individuality--it was his _quiet_ look.
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