envied her was nothing more or less than making the acquaintance of
these wealthy, important, unmusical people, and being more adroit in
making use of them than they of her. This was perfectly understood all
around--especially by the men watching to find a weak spot, who looked
at her admiringly and found graceful things to say about her playing and
her arms and her hands and her hair and everything else they dared
mention; especially by the old Ambrogi, with his brutal certainty that
as long as he was mounting in power, any woman--oh, they made her
_sick_!--Donna Antonia and Ambrogi! Such _old_ people, with bags under
their eyes and flabby necks! And they really didn't care a sou about
each other--he wanted only to make use of the position that Donna
Antonia's birth gave her, and she only wanted to have the prestige of
owning a politician; or perhaps the prestige of showing that in spite of
bags under her eyes she was still not too old for that sort of thing.
Before she ran up to make sure that no guests were stranded in the
library without being served with ices, Marise looked cautiously into
the dark corner on the landing to make sure that Ambrogi was not there.
Horrid--an old man like that who could not keep his hands off women
thirty years younger than he! But as for that, the old Visconti himself
could not keep his off women fifty years younger than he! As she sped
swiftly along the upper hall, a crocus-colored Atalanta in her
pale-yellow dress, she was saying to herself, "Oh, well, that's the way
men are, none of them can keep their hands off women"--all except
self-conscious posing marionettes like that absurd Livingstone, or men
like her father, who took it out in caring about what they ate and
drank. How harmless that was--in comparison! How _nice_ it was in
comparison! Had she ever been impatient with Father because he cared so
much about what he ate and drank? She felt a little wave of affection
for him. She really must try to get back to Paris for a few days, and
make sure that Biron was keeping up to the mark.
There, the last person was served. And everybody had somebody to talk
to. Oh, how tired she was, how sick of all this! This was a soiree
musicale! These were the people on whom she was to count for musical
success. She was supposed to be here to play Beethoven! She broke into a
nervous laugh at the idea.
* * * * *
Of course she had known that Mr. Livingstone would be enchanted at the
invitation from Donna Antonia. And of course Mr. Crittenden would be
too. Anybody would. To have made such an impression on Ambrogi--it was
remarkable!
But he wasn't enchanted. He said he wasn't going. What under the sun did
that mean? Did he think he could get an invitation to dinner if he held
off from this one to tea? Yes, probably that was it. Well, she wasn't
sure, that was the way to work Ambrogi. Still you never could tell.
Perhaps the boldness of it might take Ambrogi's fancy.
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