Of course Mr. Neale Crittenden, like every one else, was physically
quite visible, and, like every one else, entirely hidden by this
apparent visibility. What you saw of people's surfaces and what was
really there were two very different matters--Marise had learned this
axiom if no other. What she saw of the newcomer was quite startlingly,
disturbingly attractive to her. All the more reason to draw back warily
and look carefully before she took a step forward. When on seeing him
for the first time in the morning, or coming on him unexpectedly
towering up above the crowd in some narrow, dark Roman street, she felt
the ridiculous impulse to run to meet him like a child, she told herself
impatiently that it was due to mere physical elements--his health, the
great strength which made itself felt in his quietest movements, and a
certain expression of his deep-set eyes which might very well not have
the slightest connection with his personality, which might be a mere
trick of bone-structure, the way his eyes were set in his head perhaps.
They chose the show priests for the great festivals at Lourdes for some
such casual gifts of physical magnetism.
No, there was nothing whatever to be known from surfaces, Marise told
herself. The subject of the portrait was always really quite invisible
behind the thick, thick screen of his physical presence. All that was
safe to do was to watch the strokes by which one by one he himself
painted his own portrait.
Marise often told herself all this as she was hurrying down the corridor
to be the first person in the breakfast room--the first, that is, after
Mr. Crittenden, who was a very early riser.
I
To begin with there was the dashing outline sketch of the first two or
three days when, in a few bold lines, he had seemed to set up the figure
on the canvas; the rescue of the swallow; justice for the cat; that
first walk and homesick talk about Ashley, and at the end those
stammering words of his which had seemed to show--Oh, that had now
turned unreal to Marise! He couldn't have said that--and meant it!
Then the soiree, the impression of force and originality he had made on
the people he had met there, her natural certainty that he must of
course have calculated that impression in order to profit by it--and
then--at this recollection, Marise always laughed silently at her own
astonishment when he had called Donna Antonia "a bad-tempered, stupid
old woman." Donna Antonia certainly was that, and every one knew it. But
nobody else would dream of saying it out loud, any more than they would
give their honest impression of the ritual of a secret society.
II
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