He let himself go like a boy--as indeed he never had as a boy--on the
few occasions when he waylaid her in the street, without Eugenia Mills,
who seemed to have as great a passion for her society as he had. He was
really a little out of his head with suspense, after an hour of anxious
waiting about, smoking nervous cigarettes, his eyes on both ends of the
street at once, his heart leaping up when he thought he saw her tall,
nobly borne figure in the distance, dying down sickly when it turned out
to be some other dark-haired girl. When finally she was really there he
was too elated for pretense, swooping down on her, his hat in his hand,
grinning--he knew it--like an idiot. He saw people in the street turn
and look after him meaningly and smile to each other--and what did he
care how big a fool he looked to them!
They fostered, for these queer, unprivate, intimate moments, a little
tradition of their own, a tacit understanding that they would save up
for them the things they specially wanted to talk about, the questions
they wanted to ask each other that were no business of other people.
They talked as fast as they could, sometimes Marise, sometimes Neale, as
though they could never get caught up on what they had to tell each
other. Neale was astounded to hear himself chattering, fairly
chattering. They talked a good deal about Ashley, a great deal about
their personal likes and dislikes, a good deal about what Neale was
trying to get out of Europe. This seemed to interest Marise, curiously
to interest her. She was always bringing him back to it. He was, she
told him, new in her experience of Americans-in-Europe. She had seen so
many, all her life, and thought she had them all sorted and labeled "...
the kind, like my father, who find themselves just in their element at
last in the religious seriousness of Europe about eating and drinking.
Sometimes I think they're the ones who get the most out of it. No, oh,
no, there's another sort, the ones I specially love. The middle-aged
school-teacher who saves up her money and comes just once comes at
forty-five with a ripe mind and fresh, fresh eyes, such as no European
can have. I'll never forget what I heard one of them say in Paris. I was
tearing along, trying to get to the market and back before I had to go
to a class, my mind full of nothing but the price of new potatoes and a
terribly hard set of velocity exercises I'd just begun. I came up behind
two such dear, dear American tourists, and heard one of them say, so
happily, with a long breath of satisfaction, 'I've waited all my life to
see that.' I looked around wildly to see what she was talking about. And
there stood Notre Dame! Had I seen it? No, too many picayune cares on my
mind. But I looked at it then, looked as though it were the first time
_I'd_ ever seen it.
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