What a nightmare those ten days had been to him! What a hideous
block-head he had been to let Marise slip away from him, even for a
time, before he had made a chance to see her, _really_ to see her, in a
quiet place where they could hear themselves think--with none of those
third and fourth persons hanging around. What had he been thinking of,
drifting along like a man in a dream, with no sense of time?
But that absence of hers had waked him up. Yes, it had waked him up! He
had not had one consecutive night's sleep since she had been gone,
starting up continually from a doze with his arms empty when he had
dreamed she was lying in them. How had he ever lived through that
suspense and uncertainty without losing his mind? He was very grateful
to Eugenia for having kept him from making an awful fool of himself and
getting into a blind mess of confusion. She had kept him in Rome by
telling him that Marise would be back any day. If it hadn't been for
that--where would _he_ have been? Looking for a needle in a haystack all
over Southern France, and Marise back in Rome.
Well, she was back and he had been too frightened not to have learned a
little sense. He'd manage a walk with her alone, just the two of them
before the day was out or--How could he?
How did you do anything? You just went and did it.
He went boldly to her room and knocked on the door. When Marise came to
open it, he said, "To celebrate your return, won't you let me show you
a specially lovely spot on the Campagna I've found? I've been taking
some long, solitary walks while you were away." He added firmly, "No,
not Miss Mills and Mr. Livingstone because they don't like to tramp, and
this is 'cross country."
There! It had been no harder than that. Why in the name of heaven hadn't
he thought of the simple, obvious way to get the thing done? He went
back to his room and sat down, staring at the wall, to wait till
afternoon came and to try to plan what he would say when it came. He
hoped a great deal that she had read Browning.
* * * * *
But she hadn't. As they passed through the city walls and came out, just
the two of them, under the wide sky he asked her about it, timidly; for
he was horribly frightened and moved, now that he had her to himself.
And she said that she was sorry, she was very ignorant of English and
American poetry, having been so little in an English-speaking country.
Neale sighed. No luck! She went on to suggest apologetically that she
ought some time to go back to America and take a course in English
Literature, or at least gather the books about her and read. "My old
Cousin Hetty's front porch wouldn't be a bad place," she said
thoughtfully.
"I'm going to see that front porch before so very long, you know," said
Neale, springing one of his surprises, with a rapidly beating heart and
an impassive face.
She darted one of her swallow-swift glances at him.
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