Those whose heads were hard enough to resist the knocking, found
themselves completely absorbed by the mental gymnastics which filled
their days. The first two years of his life at Hadley Prep. had almost
nothing in them for Neale except his over-time struggle to make up for
the omissions of Miss Vanderwater's haphazard tuition. Everything else,
even the assuming of long trousers, even the summers in the country,
_even games_, were banished to the fringe of consciousness, like things
seen out of the corner of your eye while you are gazing with all your
might at something else. The life of his personality, his inner self,
during those two years, realized the ideal of the eighteenth century
educator who felt that the only safe up-bringing for boys would be to
shut them up in a barrel, between the ages of twelve and eighteen, and
feed them through the bung-hole. The record of what was fed through the
Hadley bung-hole was set down on Neale's report cards, which he
dutifully brought home to his parents. They glanced up from their
absorption in each other, read, and smiled over the mathematical
accuracy of the Hadley information about the state of Neale's mind (the
Hadley professor often marked a boy as 87.75 proficient in American
history, or 90.3 learned in German). At times they wondered if Hadley
were the best place for him. But they were exactly like all other
parents: they really had no idea what else to do with Neale. His health
continued good and he did not seem rebellious, so they confined their
supervision of his education to paying his rather expensive tuition,
signing his report cards, and handing them back to him.
Towards the end of the second year Neale began to master the new
technique. He memorized the magic pass-words which are accepted as a
proof of understanding many subjects. He began to draw breath, to tread
water less frantically and still not to fear the closing over his head
of smothering floods. The third year he felt earth beneath his feet
again, and relaxed enough from his mental concentration to spend
occasionally an hour or two on the school athletic field. He was fifteen
years old now, wore long trousers and suits with vests, a stand-up
collar, ties he tied himself, and carried a fountain pen. Underneath all
this grown-up bravery of exterior, there was a brain that had learned to
acquire and pigeon-hole information, and a perfectly dormant
personality.
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