She carried the others back and looked hard at the ivory on both sides,
making a deft fold or two with her stiff old fingers, to see how it
would tie into a bow. She held it out at arm's length, her
tightly-coifed, gargoyle-head on one side. She drew a long breath,
having been so absorbed in the ribbon that she had forgotten to breathe
for some time. "Well, give me a metre and a half," she said finally to
the clerk, adding scornfully, "if that's the best you have!"
Cloth-of-gold embroidered with pearls would not have satisfied her.
As she came out, she turned her head sideways to estimate the height of
the sun, having a low opinion of the accuracy of clocks, and was
startled to find it so late. If she were to get across to the river, to
the Holy Ghost Church, to set a candle burning before Our Lady for
Marise's success, she would need to hurry, and of late Jeanne had found
hurrying not so easy a process as it had been. If Marise was older, so
was she, seventy-six her last birthday. It was harder for her to stretch
her long legs to the old stride. Something happened to her breathing,
all the blood seemed to go to her head and a blackness came before her
eyes, so that once or twice she had been obliged like any weakling
Parisian to lean against a wall or table till the roaring in her ears
stopped and the dull heavy fullness in her head subsided. But Jeanne
despised people who gave way to little notions like that, and had no
intention of putting on any such airs. Certainly not now, when Marise's
welfare was at stake.
Of course she must make her prayer for her darling's success, and set a
candle burning before Our Lady. The easy way to do this was to step up
the street to the Cathedral but Jeanne did not care for the Cathedral,
where all the heretic tourists from Biarritz went to stare, and which
was as big and bare as the waiting-room of a railway station. How could
Our Lady notice one little candle or one old woman there! No, Jeanne was
set on lighting her candle in her own half-ruined, dark Church of the
Holy Ghost, where the Basques go on pilgrimages to pray before the holy
"Flight into Egypt." Our Lady of the Saint-Esprit had already performed
many miracles for good Basques.... Oh, for a miracle now!
She began to pray as swiftly and violently as she walked, "Blessed
Mother of God, be with her this afternoon! Holy Infant Jesus! Help her!
Blessed little Saint Theresa, help my darling!"
She cast herself so vehemently into her supplications that she felt her
heart blazing like a torch. She soared high out of her body. She was
swinging along through space among the clouds, wrestling with the
Saints, clinging to their knees, dominating them by the fury of her
prayers.... No, they would not _dare_ refuse her.... She would not give
them an instant's peace...!
"Blessed St. Cecilia, stand at her side! Oh, most Holy Mother of God,
guide her fingers...!"
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