Round the Corner: Being the Life and Death of Francis Christopher Folyat, Bachelor of Divinity, and Father of a Large FamilyCannan, Gilbert
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Round the Corner: Being the Life and Death of Francis Christopher Folyat, Bachelor of Divinity, and Father of a Large Family
Cannan, Gilbert
Clergy -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction
The next evening he waited for her. She was alone. With Byronic gloom
he stood in front of her and said:
"Annie!"
She caught her breath and stepped back a pace.
"Please," she said. "No! I thought you would understand."
"I understand nothing," said Frederic; "nothing except that my life is
miserable, wrecked, a thing of captivity and torture."
"You mustn't come to see me. It isn't right. . . . Your . . ."
"It is right," said Frederic. "It has all been wrong, but this is
right."
(He knew his language was stilted, but he could not give himself time
to revise it.)
Annie said simply:
"Please, Mr. Frederic, it isn't any good. It was all over long ago.
Your way and my way aren't the same."
Frederic walked with her down the street, and found it hard to keep up
with her, she went so swiftly. He made one last effort and said:
"I want to see the child . . . Our own was . . ."
Annie had heard about that from Serge. She turned to him and held out
her hands:
"I'm so sorry. . . . You shall see him just this once, if you'll
promise me never to come again . . . and he is not to know who you
are. He has never heard of you."
The unconscious cruelty of her words did not penetrate Frederic's
mind. The situation appealed to him as a situation. He was becoming a
connoisseur, and the ironically bitter savour of this tickled his
palate. With offensive humility and gratitude he said:
"Thank you . . . Thank you."
* * *
The boy was in bed sleeping, with the clothes tumbled by his
restlessness and his arms flung across his face.
"He is such a good boy," said Annie; "he has always been good and
happy."
"He is like you," said Frederic. "I am glad I have seen him. I am glad
to have found you again."
"Will you go now?"
Frederic was startled. Her simplicity and gentleness had sobered him.
He had grown so used to swaggering from situation to situation that it
was alarming to find this, which should have been the most touching
and moving and the most honourable to himself, dissolved by the light
touch of sincerity. It was all the more disconcerting, inasmuch as he
had made no allowance for change in Annie. In their previous
acquaintance she had been as adroit and as eager as he in the game of
False Positions, which is the principal occupation of human beings all
the world over. He had taken her rejection of his proffered assistance
as another move in the game, and lo!--here she was simply ignoring the
past and out of a purely general sort of friendliness allowing him to
see her son, and when he had seen, requesting him to go! He was
humiliated, but still so astonished that, though all his desire was to
play upon her pity and so to drag her back to the old footing, he
could not find words keen enough for his purpose. He heaved great
sighs and fixed her with sorrowful and yearning eyes, but she gazed
only at the child, busied herself with his bed, put up her hand to the
gas jet and waited until Frederic was out of the room before she
turned it low.
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