England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The evenings were the worst. It was autumn, and of course they daily
grew longer: they were long enough, I am sure, when we first settled
down in those gray and drab lodgings. For, you must know, my father and
mother were not rich, and there were a great many of us, and the medical
expenses to be incurred by my being placed under Mr. Dawson’s care were
expected to be considerable; therefore, one great point in our search
after lodgings was economy. My father, who was too true a gentleman to
feel false shame, had named this necessity for cheapness to Mr. Dawson;
and in return, Mr. Dawson had told him of those at No. 6 Cromer Street,
in which we were finally settled. The house belonged to an old man, at
one time a tutor to young men preparing for the University, in which
capacity he had become known to Mr. Dawson. But his pupils had dropped
off; and when we went to lodge with him, I imagine that his principal
support was derived from a few occasional lessons which he gave, and
from letting the rooms that we took, a drawing-room opening into a
bed-room, out of which a smaller chamber led. His daughter was his
housekeeper: a son, whom we never saw, was supposed to be leading the
same life that his father had done before him, only we never saw or
heard of any pupils; and there was one hard-working, honest little
Scottish maiden, square, stumpy, neat, and plain, who might have been
any age from eighteen to forty.
Looking back on the household now, there was perhaps much to admire in
their quiet endurance of decent poverty; but at this time, their poverty
grated against many of my tastes, for I could not recognize the fact,
that in a town the simple graces of fresh flowers, clean white muslin
curtains, pretty bright chintzes, all cost money, which is saved by the
adoption of dust-coloured moreen, and mud-coloured carpets. There was
not a penny spent on mere elegance in that room; yet there was
everything considered necessary to comfort: but after all, such mere
pretences of comfort! a hard, slippery, black horse-hair sofa, which was
no place of rest; an old piano, serving as a sideboard; a grate,
narrowed by an inner supplement, till it hardly held a handful of the
small coal which could scarcely ever be stirred up into a genial blaze.
But there were two evils worse than even this coldness and bareness of
the rooms: one was that we were provided with a latch-key, which allowed
us to open the front door whenever we came home from a walk, and go
upstairs without meeting any face of welcome, or hearing the sound of a
human voice in the apparently deserted house--Mr. Mackenzie piqued
himself on the noiselessness of his establishment; and the other, which
might almost seem to neutralize the first, was the danger we were always
exposed to on going out, of the old man--sly, miserly, and
intelligent--popping out upon us from his room, close to the left hand
of the door, with some civility which we learnt to distrust as a mere
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