England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
My father was a poor clergyman with a large family. My mother was always
said to have good blood in her veins; and when she wanted to maintain
her position with the people she was thrown among,--principally rich
democratic manufacturers, all for liberty and the French
Revolution,--she would put on a pair of ruffles, trimmed with real old
English point, very much darned to be sure,--but which could not be
bought new for love or money, as the art of making it was lost years
before. These ruffles showed, as she said, that her ancestors had been
Somebodies, when the grandfathers of the rich folk, who now looked down
upon her, had been Nobodies,--if, indeed, they had any grandfathers at
all. I don’t know whether any one out of our own family ever noticed
these ruffles,--but we were all taught as children to feel rather proud
when my mother put them on, and to hold up our heads as became the
descendants of the lady who had first possessed the lace. Not but what
my dear father often told us that pride was a great sin; we were never
allowed to be proud of anything but my mother’s ruffles: and she was so
innocently happy when she put them on,--often, poor dear creature, to a
very worn and thread-bare gown,--that I still think, even after all my
experience of life, they were a blessing to the family. You will think
that I am wandering away from my Lady Ludlow. Not at all. The Lady who
had owned the lace, Ursula Hanbury, was a common ancestress of both my
mother and my Lady Ludlow. And so it fell out, that when my poor father
died, and my mother was sorely pressed to know what to do with her nine
children, and looked far and wide for signs of willingness to help, Lady
Ludlow sent her a letter, proffering aid and assistance. I see that
letter now: a large sheet of thick yellow paper, with a straight broad
margin left on the left-hand side of the delicate Italian
writing,--writing which contained far more in the same space of paper
than all the sloping, or masculine hand-writings of the present day. It
was sealed with a coat of arms,--a lozenge,--for Lady Ludlow was a
widow. My mother made us notice the motto, “Foy et Loy,” and told us
where to look for the quarterings of the Hanbury arms before she opened
the letter. Indeed, I think she was rather afraid of what the contents
might be; for, as I have said, in her anxious love for her fatherless
children, she had written to many people upon whom, to tell truly, she
had but little claim; and their cold, hard answers had many a time made
her cry, when she thought none of us were looking. I do not even know
if she had ever seen Lady Ludlow: all I knew of her was that she was a
very grand lady, whose grandmother had been half-sister to my mother’s
great-grandmother; but of her character and circumstances I had heard
nothing, and I doubt if my mother was acquainted with them.
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