English essays -- 19th century; Great Britain -- Social life and customs; London (England) -- Description and travel
Madmen, you know, see visions, hold conversations with, even draw the
likeness of, people invisible to you and me. Is this making of
people out of fancy madness? and are novel-writers at all entitled to
strait-waistcoats? I often forget people's names in life; and in my own
stories contritely own that I make dreadful blunders regarding them; but
I declare, my dear sir, with respect to the personages introduced into
your humble servant's fables, I know the people utterly--I know the
sound of their voices. A gentleman came in to see me the other day,
who was so like the picture of Philip Firmin in Mr. Walker's charming
drawings in the cornhill Magazine, that he was quite a curiosity to me.
The same eyes, beard, shoulders, just as you have seen them from month
to month. Well, he is not like the Philip Firmin in my mind. Asleep,
asleep in the grave, lies the bold, the generous, the reckless,
the tender-hearted creature whom I have made to pass through those
adventures which have just been brought to an end. It is years since I
heard the laughter ringing, or saw the bright blue eyes. When I knew him
both were young. I become young as I think of him. And this morning he
was alive again in this room, ready to laugh, to fight, to weep. As
I write, do you know, it is the gray of evening; the house is quiet;
everybody is out; the room is getting a little dark, and I look rather
wistfully up from the paper with perhaps ever so little fancy that HE
MAY COME IN.--No? No movement. No gray shade, growing more palpable, out
of which at last look the well-known eyes. No, the printer came and took
him away with the last page of the proofs. And with the printer's boy
did the whole cortege of ghosts flit away, invisible? Ha! stay! what
is this? Angels and ministers of grace! The door opens, and a dark
form--enters, bearing a black--a black suit of clothes. It is John. He
says it is time to dress for dinner.
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