English essays -- 19th century; Great Britain -- Social life and customs; London (England) -- Description and travel
Every man who has had his German tutor, and has been coached through the
famous “Faust” of Goethe (thou wert my instructor, good old Weissenborn,
and these eyes beheld the great master himself in dear little Weimar
town!) has read those charming verses which are prefixed to the drama,
in which the poet reverts to the time when his work was first composed,
and recalls the friends now departed, who once listened to his song. The
dear shadows rise up around him, he says; he lives in the past again. It
is to-day which appears vague and visionary. We humbler writers cannot
create Fausts, or raise up monumental works that shall endure for all
ages; but our books are diaries, in which our own feelings must of
necessity be set down. As we look to the page written last month, or ten
years ago, we remember the day and its events; the child ill, mayhap, in
the adjoining room, and the doubts and fears which racked the brain as
it still pursued its work; the dear old friend who read the commencement
of the tale, and whose gentle hand shall be laid in ours no more. I own
for my part that, in reading pages which this hand penned formerly, I
often lose sight of the text under my eyes. It is not the words I see;
but that past day; that bygone page of life's history; that tragedy,
comedy it may be, which our little home company was enacting; that
merry-making which we shared; that funeral which we followed; that
bitter, bitter grief which we buried.
And, such being the state of my mind, I pray gentle readers to deal
kindly with their humble servant's manifold shortcomings, blunders, and
slips of memory. As sure as I read a page of my own composition, I find
a fault or two, half a dozen. Jones is called Brown. Brown, who is dead,
is brought to life. Aghast, and months after the number was printed, I
saw that I had called Philip Firmin, Clive Newcome. Now Clive Newcome is
the hero of another story by the reader's most obedient writer. The two
men are as different, in my mind's eye, as--as Lord Palmerston and Mr.
Disraeli let us say. But there is that blunder at page 990, line 76,
volume 84 of the Cornhill Magazine, and it is past mending; and I wish
in my life I had made no worse blunders or errors than that which is
hereby acknowledged.
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