International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
Out of the shouting crowd, she ran after the horsemen--past the Rest
House, through the mud-huts of the native quarter.... On she sped,
the night filled with glory for her eyes.... Suddenly there was a
shot--then four more--from ahead. Fear bound her limbs, and she
struggled on--as in the horrid weights of an evil dream.
TWENTY-FIRST CHAPTER
ROUTLEDGE, BROODING UPON THE MIGHTY SPECTACLE OF A JAPANESE BIVOUAC,
TRACES A WORLD-WAR TO THE LEAK IN ONE MAN’S BRAIN
Parting from Noreen Cardinegh on the Bund at Shanghai, Routledge
walked back through the darkness to the German Inn far out on the
Hankow road. He was not conscious of the streets, nor of time passed.
Not a word he had spoken to the woman could he remember, but all that
she had said recurred again and again. He was torn within. The wound
was too deep for heavy pain at first--that would come later with the
drawing-together--but he was dazed, weakened. He turned into the
door of the hostelry and recalled that he had nothing to do there.
He had engaged passage on the _Sungkiang_ for Chifu that afternoon.
His baggage was aboard, and the ship lying on the water-front which
he had left. He turned back, without any particular emotion at his
absentmindedness, but he charged himself with an evil recklessness for
tarrying on the Bund in the afternoon.... Finacune had seen him, and
Noreen....
Jerry Cardinegh was still alive--lost to wars, lost to friends, but
still alive. He was close to death, his brain probably already dead to
big things, and he had not told! Noreen would never know. Routledge
tried to be glad. All his praying, hiding, and suffering had been
to save her from knowing. His lips formed a meaningless declarative
sentence to the effect that he was glad; meaningless, because there
was no sanction in his heart. He was ill and very weary. He wished it
were time for the prophesied wound, and for Noreen to come to him. He
was not powerful enough that moment, walking back to the Bund, to face
the future, and hold the thought that he was to remain an outcast....
“She will come to me when Jerry is dead,” he repeated, and for the
time he could not fight it.... He went aboard, forgetting dinner, and
dropped upon his berth. The _Sungkiang_ put off, out into the river,
and long afterward lifted to the big swell in the offing. These were
but faint touches of consciousness. His mind held greater matters--the
strength of her hand, the breath, the fragrance, the vehemence, the
glory of the woman in the wintry dusk, as she rushed back to her
work--the tearing tragedy of parting; again the pitiless mountains of
separation....
Loose articles were banging about the floor; the pendent oil-lamp
creaked with the pitching of the ship. It was after midnight. Routledge
caught up the great frieze coat and went out on the main-deck. It was a
cold ruffian of a night, but it restored his strength.
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