International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
She would keep her promise and come to him, when her father was dead.
He faced the thought now that she would never know the truth; that
Jerry Cardinegh would have spoken long since, if he could.... In some
deep dark place of the earth, she would find him; and some British eye,
ever keen, would see them together--the lady and the outcast.... He
would send her away--put on a martyrdom of frost and steel--and send
her away.... If he lied, saying that he wanted no woman--she would go
back.... But Noreen was to find him wounded, fallen. Might he not, in
delirium, utter the truth that her father failed to confess? No, the
human will could prevent that! He would go down close to the very Gates
with his lips locked.
“... I shall take care of your life for you--even in the Leper Valley!”
Routledge thought he must be mad to imagine those words. Her face--as
the words came to him--had been blotted out in the snow and the dark;
yet it was her voice, and the words rang through his soul. She could
not have seen Rawder nor the Hindu. They were lost in Northern India.
He knew nothing of Jasper having passed the hut in Rydamphur that
night, nor of his meeting with Noreen on ship-board. The Leper Valley,
hidden in the great mountains of Southern China, was scarcely a name
to the world. Could Noreen have heard the name, and used it merely as
a symbol of speech for the uttermost parts of the earth? This was the
only adjustment of the mystery upon a material basis.
He fought it all out that night in the icy gale on the main-deck of
the _Sungkiang_, and entered upon the loneliest, harshest campaign and
the bleakest season of his life.... Often it came to him with a great,
almost an overpowering surge--the passion to look into the eyes of
Noreen Cardinegh again and to stand among men, but he fought it with
the grim, immutable fact that he had taken her father’s crime and must
keep it, stand by it, with his dearest efforts until the end. If fate
destined some time to lift the burden--that was resistless.... Except
in bringing in his stories to the cables, he passed the spring and
summer in the deepest seclusion.
This he knew: if he were seen by any of his old friends among the
English, the word would be carried to Jerry Cardinegh, who, if still
alive, might be stirred to confession. To save Noreen from this was the
first point of his sacrifice. If her father were dead, unconfessed,
and word reached her that the outcast had been seen in a certain part
of Manchuria, she would come to share his hell-haunted-life--a thought
which his whole manhood shunned. Moreover, if he were seen by the
British, the sinister powerful fingers of the secret service would
stretch toward him; in which case, if nothing worse happened, he would
be driven from the terrain of war. Work was his only boon--furious,
unabating, world-rousing work. God so loved the world that he gave unto
poor forlorn man his work.... No more loitering on Bunds or Foreign
Concessions for Cosmo Routledge.
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