International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
“Once, when I was so little that I couldn’t talk plainly--so little
that you might have balanced me in your hand--a woman came to the tiny
room where I lay. It was in the midst of the night. Father was in Asia
somewhere. I was awake, I think, because I heard the woman fumbling at
the door. She was a big, hysterical thing and suddenly screamed that my
mother was dead--then rushed away, leaving me alone in the dark!... It
was at a lonely English country-house in winter. I remember the snow
and the winds and the gray, tossing sky and the nights. I had to stay
there alone until father came home. For more than a month I was in that
great house, with naked, sighing trees all around--trees close to the
walls of the house. They cut the wind into ribbons and made a constant
moaning. And, oh, the nights were eternal! I was in a broad, cold room
in the great, creaking house--and always I could hear hard-breathing
from somewhere. Alone, I wore out all my fears there--until at last I
had no fears, only dreams of the night that lived with me all through
the day. I have never gone near that country-place since father came.
How terrible he looked! It left me strange and different--so that I was
never like a little child afterward.... Routledge-san, why do I tell
you all these things? Not in years have I talked so much in one day.”
“Nor have I listened so raptly, Noreen.”
“I wouldn’t have tried to tell you so much--except that you are to be
back in India within a year.... It has come to me, Routledge-san, that
you are to go very quickly!”
There was a creak of a wicker-chair in the shadows of the engine-room
air-shafts behind them. Noreen grasped his arm impulsively. It was not
that she had said anything which the world might not hear, but her
concentration had been intense, and the little story she had told had
been so intimately personal to her that no woman, and only this man,
had ever called it forth. There was quick cruelty in the thought of
it being overheard by a stranger. In any case, the spell was broken.
Routledge was irritated. The recall from the world of the woman, and
the feeling of oneness with her which the strange little confidence
had inspired, was pure unpleasantness.
“I’ll go to my state-room now,” she whispered. “There is only a little
while to rest.... Good-night, Routledge-san. I’ll be abroad early.”
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