Courts and courtiers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
Herr Martini laughed; then rubbed the corners of his mouth with his
thumb and forefinger, so as to wipe the laugh out.
"And it's all," said Klaus Heinrich, "conceived in the form of 'I,' in
the first person, isn't it? And yet it is not founded on personal
knowledge? You have not really experienced any of it yourself?"
"Very little, Royal Highness. Only quite trifling suggestions of it. No,
the fact is the other way round--that, if I were the man to experience
all that, I should not only not write such poems, but should also feel
entire contempt for my present existence. I have a friend, his name is
Weber; he's a rich young man; he lives, he enjoys his life. His
favourite amusement consists in scorching in his motor car at a mad pace
over the country and picking up village girls from the roads and fields
on the way, with whom he----but that's another story. In short, that
young man laughs when he catches sight of me, he finds something so
comic in me and my activities. But as for me, I can quite understand his
amusement, and envy him it. I dare say that I too despise him a little,
but not so much as I envy and admire him...."
"You admire him?"
"Certainly, Royal Highness. I cannot help doing so. He spends, he
squanders, he lets himself go in a most unconcerned and light-hearted
way--while it is my lot to save, anxiously and greedily, to keep
together, and indeed to do so on hygienic grounds. For hygiene is what I
and such as I most need--it is our whole ethics. But nothing is more
unhygienic than life...."
"That means that you will never empty the Grand Duke's cup, then, Herr
Martini?"
"Drink wine out of it? No, Royal Highness. Although it would be fine to
do so. But I never touch wine. And I go to bed at ten, and generally
take care of myself. If I didn't, I should never have won the cup."
"I can well believe it, Herr Martini. People who are not behind the
scenes get strange ideas of what a poet's life must be like."
"Quite conceivably, Royal Highness. But it is, taken all round, by no
means a very glorious life, I can assure you, especially as we aren't
poets every hour of the twenty-four. In order that a poem of that sort
may come into existence from time to time--who would believe how much
idleness and boredom and peevish laziness is necessary? The motto on a
picture postcard is often a whole day's work. We sleep a lot, we idle
about with heads feeling like lead. Yes, it's too often a dog's life."
Some one knocked lightly on the white-lacquered door. It was Neumann's
signal that it was high time for Klaus Heinrich to change his clothes
and have himself freshened up. For there was to be a club concert that
evening in the Old Schloss.
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