Courts and courtiers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
"The result has shown, Herr Martini, that they were the right
conditions.... Although it is difficult to say now what actually are
good conditions. Permit me to suppose that if your mother had shown
herself as strict as your father, and you had been alone in the world,
and left entirely to your own resources ... don't you think that it
might have been to a certain extent a good thing for you? That you might
have got a peep at things, so to speak, which have escaped you as it
is?"
"People like me, Royal Highness, get peeps enough without having
actually to know what hunger is; and the idea is fairly generally
accepted that it is not actual hunger, but rather hunger for the actual
... ha, ha!... which talent requires."
Herr Martini had been obliged to laugh a little at his play upon words.
He now quickly raised one yellow-gloved hand to his mouth with the
hedge-like moustache, and improved his laugh into a cough. Klaus
Heinrich watched him with a look of princely expectancy.
"If your Royal Highness will allow me.... It is a well-known fact that
the want of actuality for such as me is the seed-ground of all talent,
the fountain of inspiration, indeed our suggestive genius. Enjoyment of
life is forbidden to us, strictly forbidden, we have no illusions as to
that--and by enjoyment of life I mean not only happiness, but also
sorrow, passion, in short every serious tie with life. The
representation of life claims all our forces, especially when those
forces are not allotted to us in overabundant measure"--and Herr Martini
coughed, drawing his shoulders repeatedly forward as he did so.
"Renunciation," he added, "is our compact with the Muse, in it reposes
our strength, our value; and life is our forbidden garden, our great
temptation, to which we yield sometimes, but never to our profit."
The flow of words had again brought tears to Herr Martini's eyes. He
tried to blink them away.
"Every one of us," he went on, "knows what it is to make mistakes, to
run off the rails in that way, to make greedy excursions of that kind
into the festival halls of life. But we return thence into our isolation
humbled and sick at heart."
Herr Martini stopped. His look, from under his knotted brows, became
fixed for a moment and lost in vacancy, while his mouth assumed a sour
expression and his cheeks, on which the unhealthy redness glowed, seemed
even thinner than before. It was only for a second; then he changed his
position, and his eyes recovered their vivacity.
"But your poem," said Klaus Heinrich, with some _empressement_. "Your
prize poem to the 'Joy of Life,' Herr Martini.... I am really grateful
to you for your achievement. But will you please tell me ... your
poem--I've read it attentively. It deals on the one hand with misery and
horrors, with the wickedness and cruelty of life, if I remember rightly,
and on the other hand with the enjoyment of wine and fair women, does it
not?..."
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