Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
One day Jim got a big bundle from down the country. It was a new suit
of clothes. On top was a letter from Kitty. This was the secret. She
and her mother had sent for the cloth and had made them; they hoped they
would fit. They had cried over them. Jim cried a little too. He put them
on. They did not fit, were much too large. Under Dick Rail's fire Jim
had grown even thinner than before. But he wore them to church. He felt
that it would have been untrue to his mother and Kitty not to wear
them. He was sorry to meet Dick Rail on the street. Dick had on a black
broadcloth coat, a velvet vest, and large-checked trousers. Dick looked
Jim over. Jim winced, flushed a little: he was not so sunburned now.
Dick saw it. Next week Dick caught Jim in a crowd in the "yard" waiting
for their train. He told about the meeting. He made a double shot. He
said, "Boys, Jim's in love, he's got new clothes! you ought to see 'em!"
Dick was graphic; he wound up: "They hung on him like breechin' on his
old mule. By ----! I b'lieve he was too ------ stingy to buy 'em and
made 'em himself." There was a shout from the crowd. Jim's face worked.
He jumped for him. There was a handspike lying near and he seized it.
Some one grabbed him, but he shook him off as if he had been a child.
Why he did not kill Dick no one ever knew. He meant to do it.
For some time they thought he was dead. He laid off for over a month.
After that Jim wore what clothes he chose: no one ever troubled him.
So he went on in the same way: slow, sleepy, stuttering, thin, stingy,
ill-dressed, lame.
He was made a fireman; preferred it to being a conductor, it led to
being an engineer, which paid more. He ran extra trips whenever he
could, up and double straight back. He could stand an immense amount of
work. If he got sleepy he put tobacco in his eyes to keep them open. It
was bad for the eyes, but waked him up. Kitty was going to take music
next year, and that cost money. He had not been home for several months,
but was going at Christmas.
They did not have any sight tests then. But the new Directory meant
to be thorough. Mr. Wagoner had become a Director, had his eye on the
presidency. Jim was one day sent for, and was asked about his eyes. They
were bad. There was not a doubt about it. They were inflamed; he could
not see a hundred yards. He did not tell them about the extra trips and
putting the tobacco in them. Dick Rail must have told about him. They
said he must go. Jim turned white. He went to his little room, close up
under the roof of a little dingy house in a back street, and sat down in
the dark; thought about his mother and Kitty, and dimly about some
one else; wrote his mother and Kitty a letter; said he was coming
home--called it "a visit"; cried over the letter, but was careful not to
cry on it. He was a real cry-baby--Jim was.
"Just run to seed," he said to himself, bitterly, over and over; "just
run to seed." Then he went to sleep.
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