"Then," smiled Stainton, "I hope you will soon need many luxuries and
will soon find a good woman to supply them. I thank you for your
interest, George," he went on; "but you have been arguing about me, and,
in spite of our ages, you are old and I am young. I am young, I tell
you, and even if I were not, I could see nothing wrong in a marriage
between a man of my years and a girl of Miss Stannard's."
"Between fifty and eighteen?"
"Between fifty and eighteen. Exactly. It happens every day."
"It does. But do you think because it's plenty, it's right? Do you think
that whatever happens often, happens for the best?"
"I do not think; I know. I know that a girl of eighteen is better off
with a man steady enough to protect and guide her than she is with an
irresponsible boy of her own years."
"How about the irresponsible girl? Why should the boy be more
irresponsible than the girl?"
"The girl will have a mature man to protect and guide her."
"A man of twenty-five? Or a man of fifty? Protect and guide!" echoed
Holt. "Is _that_ marriage?"
"An important part of it."
"Pff!" George sniffed. "You must think that guiding and protecting is an
easy business."
"I think," said Stainton, good-humouredly, "that you are a good deal of
a fool."
"So you've got it all arranged in your own mind?" Holt, who had ordered
his sixth whiskey-and-soda, poured it down his throat. The fifth was
already thickening his speech.
"All," said Stainton.
"I see. You've counted on everything but God. Don't you think you'd
better reckon a little on God, Jim?"
Stainton bore with him. After all, Holt had now reached that stage of
drunkenness at which most drinkers invite the Deity to a part in their
libations.
"What I do," Stainton said, "I do without blaming God for my success or
failure. I am not one of those persons who, when anything unusually
unpleasant comes to them, refer to it as 'God's will.'"
Holt hiccoughed. Religion had never bothered him and so he, in his sober
moments, religiously refrained from bothering religion. His cups,
however, were sometimes theological.
"Still, He's there, you know," said Holt.
"Your God?" asked Stainton. "Why, your god is only your own prejudices
made infinite."
"You know what I mean," Holt laboriously explained. "In the really
'portant things of life, what's fellow do, and what makes him do it?"
"Reason," suggested Stainton.
"The really 'portant things generally come too quick for--for--lemme
see: for reason."
"Philosophy?"
"To quick for that, too."
"Instinct, perhaps."
"'Nd don't say 'nstinct. Fellow's 'nstincts are low, but he does
something--high. Sort of surroundings 's been brought up in--partly. Not
altogether. Partly's something else; something from--from----" Holt
groped for the word. "From outside," he concluded triumphantly and waved
an explanatory hand. "Well," he added, "that's God."
Stainton rose.
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