He then wanted to know why “they” wanted to take me? to which I could
give no clear answer, having wondered somewhat myself. He then tried to
draw me on the subject of Bolshevism, and asked me: “What do you gather
is the final and ultimate object of the Bolsheviks?”
It was a difficult question--I thought for a moment, and then I said:
“They are very great idealists; it may be an unpractical and unworkable
idealism, but that does not alter it.”
He was surprised at this, and said in a low voice, almost more to
himself than to me: “Are they as clever as that”--by which I suppose he
meant, had they really been clever enough to take me in!
At the end of it all I said to him: “You have seen in the papers that H.
G. Wells is going to Russia?”
He said that Wells could look after himself. I claimed to be equally fit
to do so, to which he replied: “So you still want to go?”
I explained that I was prepared for anything. He seemed surprised, but
practically assented to try and get my passport put in order for me, and
asked me to go and see him again next week.
I got back in time to dine with Kameneff at “Canuto’s.” After dinner, it
being a lovely warm evening, we took an open taxi, and I suggested
driving to Hampstead Heath. Arrived there, we left the taxi on the main
road, whilst we went on foot off a side road on to a rough sandy track,
quite away from people and lights.
On a bank I spread my white fur coat, and we sat there for an hour or
more. It was very beautiful. The tall pine stems stood out against the
glowing sky of distant, flaring London. The place was full of depth and
distance, and night mystery. I talked to Kameneff about my conversation
with a friend, who was a serious, intelligent man, and told him of his
opinion that I should be in danger of my life. I added that I was
prepared to take the risk, but that I should regret my children being
orphans. Kameneff answered me half amused, half irritated.
He said it was such nonsense that he felt a great desire to start
immediately, so as to show me the truth, and so that I might come back
and prove to all and sundry how ignorant they are of real conditions.
He considered that no matter _what_ line the Government adopted here
(and he was prepared for Lloyd George to do anything at any moment), it
would not affect me. I should be regarded purely as an artist,
international and non-political.
Then laughing, he said that he would have me put against a wall, arms
crossed on breast (not blindfolded, that was a convention of the
aristocrats), with a firing party before me, and then he would save me
at the last moment. Then I should have lived through every thrill, and
my friends would not be disappointed.
He told me, incidentally, that Wrangel is defeated and discredited.
(X----, having just told me that Wrangel had won the peasants over to
him, and that he had a scheme of moderate Government, and was likely to
rouse a counter-Revolution and depose the present lot).
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