recluse. Nevertheless, I have spent the day getting everything in order.
Sackfuls of bone-dry clay have been delivered at my door. Five men and
one girl stood inert and watched me break it up with a crow-bar. Finally
I was able to send them all away except one, a really intelligent
carpenter, who, instead of trying to talk to me, watched me and
understood what I wanted. He was splendid, made three armatures for me,
and then beat and stirred the clay for three hours until it was in
condition. When Kameneff looked in, bringing Zinoviev, I was up to my
elbows in clay, my clothes were covered, and my hair was standing on
end. Zinoviev laughed, and said it was obvious that I should not be
ready for him to sit to me for days, but I assured him all would be in
order to-morrow, and added that a man of the carpenter’s intelligence
was worthy to be a Government minister. Kameneff repeated this to the
carpenter, and then said to me: “Here everything is possible.” Before
leaving he gave me a pass into the Kremlin that will last until
December, so I am independent at last, and can go in and out alone when
I please. I did not come home until I had built up two heads ready to
work on. I am very tired but full of hope, remembering that I have heard
that things come slowly in Russia, but they come eventually.
SEPTEMBER 26TH.
I went to church at St. Saviour’s, the big church beyond the bridge,
which was built with the private money of the Tsar as a thanksgiving for
deliverance from Napoleon. It has five gold domes which are a beacon to
me when I am lost. A service was going on and we mingled with the crowd,
which had an amazing preponderance of men. The richness of the church
with its golden and crimson robed priests seemed to throw into relief
the poverty of the people with their faces so full of sadness. What
absurdly stupid things animate one’s thoughts in the most precious
moments: for instance, when the priest made the sign of the Cross with
the three branched candlesticks in each hand, I instinctively looked to
see if he had dropped candle-grease on the carpet--he had! When the
contribution plate began to circulate I watched an old peasant next to
me. He drew out his pocket-book, and fumbled for a few roubles. He held
five of these like a card-hand and fingered them hesitatingly. It was
obvious that he was trying to make up his mind whether he could afford
to part with them all, or only with some of them. In the end he put them
all into the plate, a little act of sacrifice which I am sure will not
pass unblessed.
The choir singing without accompaniment was
[Illustration: SAINT SAVIOUR’S.
_p. 82._]
very beautiful. The masses seemed to be very fervent, one could see
Faith and Hope in all their faces. It is surely the deep religious
feeling in Russia that has sustained these people through all their
years of privation, and prevented a greater chaos.
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