We went down to the river and leaned against the railing and talked for
a long time. He was certainly very interesting and amazingly indiscreet.
Happily I have nothing with which to reproach myself. I adopted a
perfectly good Bolshevik point of view, and argued in my usual way about
wars and blockades, and urged him to have imagination and to look
further ahead than to-day and to-morrow. We talked about idealists,
reviewed a few Tsarist items, and made comparisons, but everything I
said provoked him to further extreme utterances. He wished finally that
he might have an opportunity of showing me “the other side.” He invited
me to go to a factory with him. I asked what use that would be as I
cannot speak a word of Russian. He said he would like to present to me
his father and his uncle, but as they were both “known” he would have to
be very careful. Finally we exchanged my name and address for his
telephone number. He said that if I would telephone him to-morrow,
Sunday night, he would meet me outside my front gate at 11 on Monday
morning, but he would not dare to come into the house.
At 1 o’clock a.m. (I have adopted the Russian habit of not going to bed)
I saw Michael Markovitch, when he returned from the Commissariat, and
told him about it. He said that he must be the queerest sort of
Counter-Revolutionary he had ever heard of, and advised me to leave him
alone.
OCTOBER 3RD.
I have been five days out of work. It seems much longer. I am told that
there are people in Moscow who have been waiting six months to
accomplish the business they came for. Lenin seems to me further away
than he did in London. There is nothing to do here unless one has work.
Never could one have imagined a world in which there is absolutely no
social life and no shops. There are no newspapers (for me) and no
letters, either to be received or written. There are no meals to look
forward to, and comfort cannot be sought in a hot bath. When one has
seen all the galleries, and they are open only half a day, and some of
them not every day, and when one has walked over cobblestones until
one’s feet ache, there is nothing more to be done. One _must_ have work
to do. Perhaps I should be calmer if I had already accomplished Lenin,
but my anxiety is lest I should have to wait weary weeks. Return to
London without his head I cannot. Michael took me for a walk, and it was
extremely cold. We went to St. Basil, as I wanted to see it inside, but
it is locked after 3 o’clock. Outside it is wonderful, painted all over
in various designs and colours. I cannot understand how it stands the
climate. Inside I am told that there is not much to see; Napoleon
stabled his horses in it. One has heard so much about Bolshevik
outrages, but they have done nothing like that. Napoleon distinguished
himself in several ways while he was here. For instance, he ordered the
destruction of the beautiful Spassky Gate of the Kremlin; the barrels of
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