Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It's a new thing for her to be so anxious about me," I exclaimed,
impatiently. "I was sick a month last summer at school, and she never
suggested the idea of coming on to see me."
"Be that as it may, her anxiety at present knows no bounds, and I have
in vain rendered the most elaborate accounts of your state, and in all
ways endeavored to weaken her fears. This very afternoon I received
another letter, more decided than the last in its request, that if you
were able to be moved, you might be brought on immediately; if not, she
would at once start for this place, and my answer was to be instantly
communicated to her by telegraph."
"You have sent it?"
"Yes, three hours ago," he answered, looking at me attentively.
"Well, what did you tell her?"
"That we should start to-morrow morning at eleven o'clock."
I struggled hard to keep up, under the unexpected blow, and answered, as
I bit my lip and choked down the tears:
"Very well, sir, I will try to be ready in time."
"The doctor says it will be perfectly safe," continued Mr. Rutledge,
quietly.
"And there is no appeal from his opinion," I interrupted, tartly.
"I am so much better myself," he went on, as if he had not heard me,
"that there is no imprudence in my attempting it; and I can see no
objection to complying with your aunt's request immediately. Indeed, I
feel that I could not do otherwise."
His indifferent way of speaking of what to me was such a vital matter,
roused my pride less than it wounded my sensitiveness, and I had much
ado to master myself enough to say:
"If you had had the goodness to tell me before, I need not have wasted
this evening, but could have spent it in packing."
"You cannot have much to do, I am sure. Kitty can pack everything in
the morning, and I thought it was best not to worry you by telling you
of it before."
"I must go up immediately, however," I said, rising.
"I cannot let you go yet," he said, detaining me. "Do you remember this
is the last evening you are to spend at Rutledge?"
"And what of that?"
"You ought to be sorry."
I shrugged my shoulders, and said, it was a pity I could not gratify his
taste for the pathetic.
"Ah, nonsense, child!" he said, with a sudden change of manner, "we have
so little time left, it's foolish to waste any of it in idle pretences.
You may as well cry; I know you are sorry enough, I know you can hardly
keep back your tears."
That broke down all my self-control; burying my face in my hands, I
burst into a passion of tears. There was no use in attempting to command
myself, and indeed I never thought of it. Mr. Rutledge took my hand, and
attempted to draw it away from my face, then suddenly relinquishing it,
walked rapidly once or twice across the room, returned, and sat down by
me.
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