Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"You will make it harder than ever for me to let you go, if you cry so
bitterly," he said, after a pause. "You will soon forget your grief, and
be as happy in your new home as you have been here, while I shall, for a
long while, miss you, and be lonely without you. Do you not see I have
the most to regret?"
I shook my head, while the sobs came more chokingly than ever.
"Foolish child!" he said, "this is but a transitory feeling with you; it
will vanish in the sunshine of to-morrow. In a week, you will have
forgotten all about Rutledge."
Now my anger mastered my tears, and looking up, I exclaimed:
"You are always telling me I am a child! You are always treating me as
if I were a senseless plaything! I am tired of it; I could almost hate
you for it!"
He looked at my flashing eyes with a strange intentness, as if he would
read me through and through. "But you are a child; it would be folly for
me to treat you otherwise; how can I know that your affections and
sensibilities are other than those of any ardent, impetuous child?"
With an impatient gesture, I interrupted him; and turning away, hid my
face on the sofa again.
"That is the way!" he exclaimed. "No child could be more changeable; one
moment, I have half a mind to think you are a woman, and the next, you
turn away, and pout, and cry."
"You shan't have that to say of me again!" I exclaimed, conquering my
tears with a huge effort, and raising my head. "I will be cold enough,
if that's what you want. I won't trouble you with my tears again, even
if you try to make me cry, as you did a little while ago. I can be as
indifferent and unkind as you are yourself, if that will be any proof of
my maturity and wisdom."
"Indifferent? Ah, there you show your childishness and ignorance more
plainly than you think! Culpably indifferent and unkind!" he said, with
a short laugh. "But," with a softening of his voice, "whatever there may
have been of neglect or unkindness in my manner, remember, when you
think of it hereafter, that there was nothing that answered to it, in my
heart; remember that I shall never cease to feel the strongest interest
in you, the kindest affection for you; remember, whenever you need a
friend, you have promised to appeal to me. And remember, too," he
continued, in a lighter tone, "all the rest of the engagements that you
entered into, of which that bracelet is to be the souvenir. I have the
greatest faith in it; I shall never feel very far separated from you,
with this little key so near my heart," he said, touching the trinket on
his chain.
"As for me," I exclaimed, bitterly, "I shall have to wear this bracelet
as I've promised to; but I shall try my best to forget the giver and all
about him! As for the promises, I don't care _that_ for them!" And in
emphatic contempt I snapped my fingers.
Mr. Rutledge smiled, as if he knew enough about my indignation to bear
up under it, and said, coaxingly and low:
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