Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I inly wondered which would be my fate, as I glanced at the pretty
muslin on the foot of the bed. "Not the old ladies and the engravings I
hope." It was my first party, and though everything seemed to conspire
to make it a punishment, still I would have been more than human if I
had felt no excitement when I first dressed myself in party-dress. White
muslin and coral ornaments were not very elaborate certainly, but they
were a great contrast to the plain clothes I had seen myself in since I
could remember. When Grace was dressed, she went down, but Essie clung
to me and begged me to stay so piteously, that I could not resist; and
turning out the gas, I sat down on the bed by her, and told her stories
by the dozen, and sung her hymns, in the vain hope of getting her to
sleep; but she seemed to grow wider awake every minute. Ten o'clock
chimed; the music began; the carriages were rolling to the door, and
still she held my hand firmly, and said, "go on," in a hopelessly-clear
voice, every time I paused in my recital. I was beginning to be in dire
perplexity about leaving her, when the door opened, and Grace put her
head in, saying, hurriedly:
"Mamma sent me up to say you must come down directly; half the people
are here, and they are beginning to dance. Come as quick as you can,"
and Grace disappeared.
There was another burst of grief from Esther to be soothed and subdued,
and at last, taking my gloves and fan, and kissing her good night, I
stole out of the room, thinking her quite reconciled; but when half way
down the stairs, I looked back, and saw the child, in her long white
nightgown, standing at the head of the staircase, and heard her
heart-broken voice begging me to come back, it was so lonesome, she was
so sick. At the foot stood Grace.
"Mamma is displeased that you do not come."
What should I do? I ran upstairs again. Essie stood shivering at the
door, a bright spot on each cheek, and an excited glitter in her eye.
"Essie!" I exclaimed, "why will you be so naughty? Don't you know mamma
has sent for me twice? Do you want me to be scolded?"
"No, but I don't want to be left; it is so lonesome up here."
"But don't you know I promised to send Félicie up; and do I ever break
my promises?"
"I don't want Félicie to come; she's cross," said the child.
"Well, then, Frances shall come; will she do?"
"Frances is busy, and you'll forget all about me when you get down there
among the people."
"No, I won't, my darling," I said, stooping down, as she put her arms
around my neck. "I will send Frances, and come up and see you in a
little while myself. Be a good child, and go get in bed. Good night."
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