Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She laid her burning little cheek against mine for a moment; then
submissively went in, and I turned to go downstairs. As I rose from my
stooping attitude, I looked in at the nursery door, which, in my hurry,
I had forgotten was the gentlemen's dressing-room; and that, as well as
the hall, was strongly lighted. Two gentlemen, just within the door, had
been witnesses of the scene of distress just enacted, and apparently not
inattentive ones either. They were evidently strangers to each other,
and one was so to me; I never remembered to have seen him before. The
other was Mr. Rutledge.
He held out his hand with a smile, as I started back in confusion on
seeing them. I gave him mine with a desperate blush, and saying,
hurriedly, that I must go down for Frances, without giving him time for
another word, I ran down the stairs, and into the second hall, whence,
picking my way as daintily as I could, I threaded the narrowness and
darkness of the private staircase, that led to the butler's pantry.
There I found, as I had expected, an eager group of domestics gazing in
through the windows into the parlors, watching the dancing with an
interest only second to that of the dancers themselves. I singled out
Frances from the group, and calling her to me, told her my errand, and
she, with a submissive sigh for the lost festivities, followed me
upstairs. I saw her safely at the door of Essie's room, then, turning,
began to descend, this time more slowly, and to think seriously of the
alarming matter of my entrée. As I neared the parlors, the music, the
odor of the flowers, the brilliant lights, the gay dresses, all crowded
intoxicatingly upon my brain.
"I only knew 'twas fair and sweet,
'Twas wandering on enchanted ground,
With dizzy brow and tottering feet."
It was not a ball-room, it was the fairy-land, the magic, the romance,
of which I had dreamed; what adventures lay within it for me; what
untold delirious joy should I experience when I had crossed the
threshold. And how should I cross it? Alone and timid, how could I stem
that flashing, glittering crowd? And, among them all, whose protection
should I seek, to whose side should I make my way? There was no time for
hesitation; I was at the door; the gentleman whom I had seen upstairs,
stood aside to let me pass; two or three ladies made way for me, and in
a moment more I found myself at my aunt's side.
"You are very late," she said, in a low tone.
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