Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"The story has been too long already, I will leave you now," said Mr.
Rutledge with a sudden change of voice; "I have finished my office of
_raconteur_, you have listened well; almost I could swear to having seen
a tear glisten in your eye, almost I could take my oath you have not
once thought of yourself and your young lady sensibilities, but have
been absorbed to forgetfulness of them all by the story of one who is
almost a stranger to you, quite a stranger, indeed, you said not long
ago."
"I did not mean that when I said it, Mr. Rutledge, I repented of it a
minute afterward. And I want to say to you now--I am sorry from my heart
for that, and the many other hypocrisies you know I have been guilty of.
You don't know all, you would despise me if you did; if you knew how
cowardly I have been, and how deceitful. I have not meant it; I have
said a hundred things that I have cried for afterward, that I never
would have said if I had not been too proud and too angry to have
controlled myself. But believe me, I am miserably sorry now. Will you
forgive me?"
He leaned forward for a moment on the table, and shading his eyes with
his hand, fixed them on my face. "Forgive you?" he said in a low, clear
tone, "Forgive you? no--not yet--you must not ask it yet! When I have
conquered _my_ pride and _my_ passion, you may ask me to forgive you,
but not now--not now!"
"Aunt Edith, do you want me?" I faltered, starting up. Mrs. Churchill
moved from where she stood beside the doorway and entered the room.
"You have been absent a long while," she said in a soft voice, "we have
been wondering where you were. Mr. Rutledge, how have you managed to
amuse my listless and _distraite_ young niece so long? Have you been
studying a map of France with her, or poring over a chart of the
Atlantic? For such pursuits are all, I believe, that have any interest
for her now."
"Miss Emerson, who sent me to entertain the young lady, did not confine
me to those topics," he answered, rising, "and I have ventured to go
beyond them. She will pardon me, I know, if I have not succeeded in my
attempts to interest her." And Mr. Rutledge bowed and withdrew.
"I have a few words to say to you," said Mrs. Churchill, with muffled
hatred in her low tones. "You have withdrawn yourself from my
confidence, and from my affections; but remember, you cannot withdraw
yourself from my authority. It is perfectly useless for you to attempt
to deceive me; from the first night you came under my roof, I have known
you thoroughly. You are a care and a vexation to me daily; your
coquetry, your vanity, your boldness, I have hitherto tried to see
unmoved, knowing I was unable to influence you; but where influence
fails, authority may step in. And authority, for your own sake, for the
sake of the man you are engaged to, for my own dignity, I shall use to
prevent the recurrence of such evenings as this."
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