Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"The authority you hold, Aunt Edith," I returned with a steadiness of
tone and manner she was quite unprepared for, "the authority you hold
over me, I beg to remind you, is very limited. Don't fancy I am
unacquainted with the circumstances that have placed me in your care. I
know every word of my mother's will, I have known it from a child. My
fortune is placed at my own disposal after I am eighteen; till then I am
recommended--_recommended_, Aunt Edith, to your care, and naturally
devolve on you, but I know that I am free: I know that after next
December I am my own mistress, and till that time, no one has any right
but that of seniority and affection to dictate to me. So we understand
each other, Aunt Edith, you say rightly, and why waste words? You cannot
influence me; you have lost the only power you ever had over me. I came
to you an affectionate, trusting child; you did not care to win my
affection, you took no pains to make me trust in you. I threatened
unconsciously to interfere in the plans you had for Josephine, and you,
without a scruple, sacrificed me to her: you sacrificed my happiness, my
peace, to the ambition you had for her; you have misled, thwarted,
tortured me to make the path clear for her; you have done what in the
sight of heaven will one day be a millstone round your neck to sink you
to perdition! Oh! if I had but seen it all as clearly a few short weeks
ago, as now I see it, you would not have had your triumph as near as you
think you have it now! But because I was a foolish, trusting child, it
was not hard to deceive me; because I looked to you for direction, you
had the power to mislead me; because I had strong feelings it was all
the easier to ensnare me. Let me say what I have to say now; this is our
reckoning--I never want to have another explanation; we have understood
each other perfectly since we came to Rutledge, this plain talk we
scarcely needed, and let us end it. As long as I can endure to stay with
you, just so long will I stay, and not a moment beyond it. As long as I
must stay, you must bear the vexation and the trial of my presence, but
you may be sure, your release will not be very distant. I am not bound
to you nor to your children by one tie of gratitude or affection, and
those that restrain me of custom and convenience, don't cost much in the
snapping!"
"All this tirade has wandered very far of the mark. I began to give you
a caution and a command which my duty required me to give, and your duty
required you to heed; and you fly angrily off on some unmeaning
invectives which are very harmless because of their unmeaningness; if it
were not the case, I should call you sternly to account for your words,
and make you retract them."
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