Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Whether it was that hope was dead, and the quiet that crept over me was
the quiet of despair, or that really faith and resignation had come at
last, I could not tell; but exhausted, benumbed, half dead, I lay
motionless upon the ground, while the moments, crept slowly on, and
formed themselves into hours; and still, with an ear that never lost a
note of all the dirge that sounded through the forest, I lay, face
downward, indifferent and apathetic. Consciousness never slept a single
moment of the dreadful hours that passed over me, but Fear and
Excitement did; and these terrible enemies only woke, when a sound that
was not brawl of stream or roar of wind, profaned the ghastly solitude.
It was a sound far fainter and less appalling than those I had been
listening to, unmoved, so long, but it roused the keenest terror. Far
down the road, I first caught it, so low that it might have been the
falling of a nut the high wind had shaken from its tree; again, this
time nearer, and the leaves rustle, and a chance bough crackles. I do
not stir a hair's breadth from where I lie--the step approaches--I do
not raise my head nor move a muscle--I do not think, nor wonder what it
is, but all faculties absorbed in one, all energies concentrated in
that one effort, I listen for the approaching sound. Nearer and nearer;
and the quick terror shoots through every chilled vein. In another
moment--but with resistless power, horror sweeps over every sense, and
in one wild surge, blots out reason, memory, and consciousness.
CHAPTER X.
"O, I have passed a miserable night,
So full of fearful dreams, of ugly sights,
That as I am a Christian faithful man,
I would not spend another such a night,
Though 'twere to buy a world of happy days;
So full of dismal terror was the time."
RICHARD III.
A shapeless tissue of dreams follow this dark warp upon the web of
memory--how much the flashes of half-received truth, how much the fabric
of distorted fancy, I cannot say. Into some such form as this, they have
shaped themselves: mixed up in a confused way with the sights and sounds
of that wild solitude, comes the recollection of being clasped in arms
whose familiar hold inspired no terror; of hurried words of endearment,
and a kiss upon my forehead that lulled the returning pulsations of fear
into repose again; then a blank; then shouting voices, and the sound of
footsteps, many and heavy, rouse me once more into faint and fitful
consciousness, and dim and spectral as a graveyard dance of witches,
appear strange men with lanterns, who cluster round me; and as I close
my eyes in shuddering fear, Michael's face, in distorted ugliness, takes
a hundred ghastly shapes, dances before my eyes, and keeps out
everything else, for a space of time unspeakably frightful, as it is
immeasurably long.
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