The car rushed through the countryside. The orderly fields stretched
away toward gentle slopes on which cows were grazing. Here and there a
village abruptly spread out its roofs, which rotated on the axis of a
spire. All the windows gave back the light of late afternoon; and far
off, against a hollow between two hills, like wine in a cup, there was
a ruddy flash of water. It was the Sound; and beyond the Sound lay the
sea.
A cloud covered the setting sun.
"So you pretend to begrudge me this perfected feeling, this
verification, that I'll carry back with me!"
He told her that over there he would build a perfect similacrum of her
out of his thoughts, as an enchanter might form at will in the
twinkling of an eye the likeness of some one who was far away. "You
shall even move and speak," he predicted, "and I'll make your glances
and your words whatever I want them to be. Look out for yourself!
That is sorcery. I shall have taken a part of you away from yourself,
across the ocean, to Africa where the forests are full of magicians.
Over here you'll no longer be complete. You'll turn your eyes
southeast with a sense of missing something from your heart."
He gazed ahead at the road that the car was devouring with an endless
purr of triumph. He pursued his fancy, while the car pursued the
glimmer of the Sound, which was escaping amid the first thin veils of
the twilight.
He promised that she, to whom everything uncouth and primitive was
repugnant, would smile beside him in those equatorial tangles, or, at
any rate, that she would do so in his dream of her. In the camp
surrounded by a hedge of thorns, in the firelight flickering on the
shoulder blades and teeth of the negroes, the wraith of her living self
would sit at his side, radiant in the dress that she had worn last
night. "Real as you'll seem to me," he said, "I sha'n't have to worry
about the striped mosquitoes stinging you on the shoulders; and when we
others go plodding along, no helmet or terai need hide that hair of
yours. Since you'll be made of my thoughts, you'll be invulnerable.
You'll catch up your little train to run across a field of ferns in
pursuit of some small, inquisitive wild beast. When the tribes make
dances for us, they won't know that a beautiful white lady, in a golden
decollete gown, is seated before them, as happy as if that hullabaloo
were a ballet by Stravinsky."
In the twilight, by a road hemmed in with sumac, they came to a small,
rustic restaurant, which perched on a cliff above the waters of the
Sound. An old waiter led them between empty tables to a veranda
overlooking the waves. He seated them by the railing, along which
trailed a honeysuckle vine.
They had come for tea or for dinner?
"Dinner!" exclaimed Lawrence. "Here, take this, and carry your sane
and practical face away. Wait, you might bring us some tea." He
reached across the table to feel her hand, which was as cold as ice.
"I've frozen you!"
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