Lilla, in this environment, became a juvenile epicurean, precocious in
aesthetic judgment, intolerant of everything that was not exquisite.
Her opinions amused and touched her aunt, who, for a while, derived
from that imitation a nearly maternal pride. Miss Althea Balbian
redoubled her efforts to form Lilla according to her most exalted
ideas; and, as a result, she implanted in that little charge still more
complexities of impulse--a greater sensitiveness to the lures of mortal
beauty, together with something of her own recoil from all the ultimate
consequences of that sensitiveness.
In fine, the devoted woman was preparing Lilla unwittingly for an
accentuation of the conflict that already had been prefigured in her
parents.
The child was so fragile-looking, there was about her so strange an air
of sensibility, that many persons who had known her father and mother
shook their heads in pity. Some suggested that she ought to be reared
in the country, to play hard all day "close to nature." But the play
of other children exhausted her, as if she, too, possessed "only a
limited amount of nervous energy." She had nervous headaches and
feverish spells from no apparent cause. When the weather was changing,
or when a thunder storm impended, the governess found it hard to manage
her. Then, suddenly, certain odors and sounds filled her with
indistinct visions of felicity. At night, when there was music in the
house, she crept from her bed to the staircase, and sat listening with
burning cheeks and icy hands.
Next day there came over her an immense, hazy discontent with
everything. And her tragic little face--her eyes, skin, and fluffy
hair all harmonized in the most delicate shade of brown--resembled the
face of some European _grande amoureuse_ seen through the small end of
an opera glass.
"Yes," said Miss Balbian at last to the charming, quiet ladies who sat
in her library drinking tea from old china cups. "Lilla is a strange,
I may say a startling, child." And allowing herself one of her rare
public failures of expression--a look of uneasiness--she added, half
swallowing her words, "I sometimes ask myself----"
CHAPTER III
Nearly every spring, Aunt Althea, craving "her beloved Europe," took
Lilla abroad.
Escorted by an elderly courier who had the appearance of a gentleman in
waiting at the Vatican, they moved with royal deliberation, patronizing
luxurious hotels, celebrated landscapes, notable art collections. The
governess was supplemented with the best local teachers of music and
languages; but it was Aunt Althea, with her proud fastidiousness, her
eclecticism at once virginal and ardent, who set the keynote for
Lilla's education.
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