During the winter season in New York, she haunted concert halls where
celebrated musicians played their works. The new music, however,
strident with the echoes of industrialism, dissonant with the tumult of
great cities, repelled her. She turned instinctively toward the
harmonious romanticism and idealism of a previous age. She felt that
the compositions of Schumann and Schubert were the language that had
always been imprisoned in her heart, that could never reach her lips,
but that she now heard, by a miracle, freed and in its perfection.
When the concert was over, she could hardly prevent herself from
joining the women who surged toward the author of those sounds, as if
impelled by an inexorable force--or possibly by an idea that they must
mingle their lives with the life of the stranger who could so interpret
their souls, make clear to them their secrets, and give them, at least
momentarily, a coherent glimpse of their ideals.
One afternoon, in the exit of a concert hall, Lilla met Brantome, a
critic of music.
He was a robust-looking old Frenchman with white hair and the mustaches
of a Viking, displaying a leonine countenance out of which gazed a pair
of eyes that seemed to have been made tragical by some profound
chagrin. In his youth, a student in Paris, he had written some scores
of songs, half a dozen sonatas, and a symphony. These efforts, though
technically brilliant, had soon passed into oblivion. After a long
while, during which nobody had heard a sound from him, Brantome had
popped up in the United States to begin his critical career. Now he
was courted not only in artistic circles but also in the fashionable
world, where one might sometimes see his haggard old face relentlessly
revealed beneath fine chandeliers, ironical and weary, as if crushed
beneath the combined weight of disillusionment and renown.
At sight of Lilla he stopped in the concert hall doorway; and, when he
had peered at her closely, he rumbled in her ear:
"I see that this afternoon of bad music has not fooled you. You don't
wear the look that I discovered on your face the other day, when they
had been playing Schumann."
"Oh, but Schumann!" And with a nervous laugh she said, "If I had been
Clara Wieck----"
"You would have married him just as she did, eh? Ah, well, maybe there
will be other Robert Schumanns. In fact, two years ago I found a
certain young man--but now he is dying."
He lost the smile that had come to him at this contact. With a shrug
he passed on, leaving with her the thought of beauty enmeshed by death.
She wondered who this young man was, who might have been another Robert
Schumann, but now was dying.
CHAPTER IV
Of all her suitors the most persistent was Cornelius Rysbroek.
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