A silence had fallen in the room-very queer and complete. The little
girl nursed her doll, the soldier gazed at the floor, the woman's
mouth moved stealthily, and in Noel the thought rushed continually to
the verge of action: 'Couldn't I get up and run downstairs?' But
she sat on, hypnotised by that silence, till Lavendie reappeared with a
bottle and four glasses.
“To drink our health, and wish us luck, mademoiselle,” he said.
Noel raised the glass he had given her. “I wish you all happiness.”
“And you, mademoiselle,” the two men murmured.
She drank a little, and rose.
“And now, mademoiselle,” said Lavendie, “if you must go, I will
see you home.”
Noel took Madame Lavendie's hand; it was cold, and returned no
pressure; her eyes had the glazed look that she remembered. The
soldier had put his empty glass down on the floor, and was regarding it
unconscious of her. Noel turned quickly to the door; the last thing she
saw was the little girl nursing her doll.
In the street the painter began at once in his rapid French:
“I ought not to have asked you to come, mademoiselle; I did not know
our friend Barra was there. Besides, my wife is not fit to receive
a lady; vous voyez qu'il y a de la manie dans cette pauvre tote. I
should not have asked you; but I was so miserable.”
“Oh!” murmured Noel, “I know.”
“In our home over there she had interests. In this great town she can
only nurse her grief against me. Ah! this war! It seems to me we are all
in the stomach of a great coiling serpent. We lie there, being digested.
In a way it is better out there in the trenches; they are beyond hate,
they have attained a height that we have not. It is wonderful how they
still can be for going on till they have beaten the Boche; that is
curious and it is very great. Did Barra tell you how, when they come
back—all these fighters—they are going to rule, and manage the
future of the world? But it will not be so. They will mix in with life,
separate—be scattered, and they will be ruled as they were before. The
tongue and the pen will rule them: those who have not seen the war will
rule them.”
“Oh!”' cried Noel, “surely they will be the bravest and
strongest in the future.”
The painter smiled.
“War makes men simple,” he said, “elemental; life in peace
is neither simple nor elemental, it is subtle, full of changing
environments, to which man must adapt himself; the cunning, the astute,
the adaptable, will ever rule in times of peace. It is pathetic, the
belief of those brave soldiers that the-future is theirs.”
“He said, a strange thing,” murmured Noel; “that they were all a
little mad.”
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