When the last notes of the organ died away she continued to sit very
still, without looking round.
There was no second Service, and the congregation melted out behind
her, and had dispersed into the streets and squares long before she
came forth. After hesitating whether or no to go to the vestry door, she
turned away and walked home alone.
It was this deliberate evasion of all contact which probably clinched
the business. The absence of vent, of any escape-pipe for the feelings,
is always dangerous. They felt cheated. If Noel had come out amongst all
those whose devotions her presence had disturbed, if in that exit, some
had shown and others had witnessed one knows not what of a manifested
ostracism, the outraged sense of social decency might have been appeased
and sleeping dogs allowed to lie, for we soon get used to things;
and, after all, the war took precedence in every mind even over social
decency. But none of this had occurred, and a sense that Sunday after
Sunday the same little outrage would happen to them, moved more than a
dozen quite unrelated persons, and caused the posting that evening of
as many letters, signed and unsigned, to a certain quarter. London is no
place for parish conspiracy, and a situation which in the country would
have provoked meetings more or less public, and possibly a resolution,
could perhaps only thus be dealt with. Besides, in certain folk there
is ever a mysterious itch to write an unsigned letter—such missives
satisfy some obscure sense of justice, some uncontrollable longing to
get even with those who have hurt or disturbed them, without affording
the offenders chance for further hurt or disturbance.
Letters which are posted often reach their destination.
On Wednesday morning Pierson was sitting in his study at the hour
devoted to the calls of his parishioners, when the maid announced,
“Canon Rushbourne, sir,” and he saw before him an old College friend
whom he had met but seldom in recent years. His visitor was a
short, grey-haired man of rather portly figure, whose round, rosy,
good-humoured face had a look of sober goodness, and whose light-blue
eyes shone a little. He grasped Pierson's hand, and said in a voice
to whose natural heavy resonance professional duty had added a certain
unction:
“My dear Edward, how many years it is since we met! Do you remember
dear old Blakeway? I saw him only yesterday. He's just the same. I'm
delighted to see you again,” and he laughed a little soft nervous
laugh. Then for a few moments he talked of the war and old College days,
and Pierson looked at him and thought: 'What has he come for?'
“You've something to say to me, Alec,” he said, at last.
Canon Rushbourne leaned forward in his chair, and answered with evident
effort: “Yes; I wanted to have a little talk with you, Edward. I hope
you won't mind. I do hope you won't.”
“Why should I mind?”
Canon Rushbourne's eyes shone more than ever, there was real
friendliness in his face.
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