The heart of her whose boys were out there too, and might also never
have another leave; could not but be responsive to those words. She
looked at her niece, and a dim appreciation of this revolt of life
menaced by death, of youth threatened with extinction, stirred in her.
Noel's teeth were clenched, her lips drawn back, and she was staring
in front of her.
“Daddy oughtn't to mind. Old people haven't to fight, and get
killed; they oughtn't to mind us taking what we can. They've had
their good time.”
It was such a just little speech that Thirza answered:
“Yes; perhaps he hasn't quite realised that.”
“I want to make sure of Cyril, Auntie; I want everything I can have
with him while there's the chance. I don't think it's much to ask,
when perhaps I'll never have any more of him again.”
Thirza slipped her hand through the girl's arm.
“I understand,” she said. “Only, Nollie, suppose, when all this
is over, and we breathe and live naturally once more, you found you'd
made a mistake?”
Noel shook her head. “I haven't.”
“We all think that, my dear; but thousands of mistakes are made by
people who no more dream they're making them than you do now; and then
it's a very horrible business. It would be especially horrible for
you; your father believes heart and soul in marriage being for ever.”
“Daddy's a darling; but I don't always believe what he believes,
you know. Besides, I'm not making a mistake, Auntie! I love Cyril ever
so.”
Thirza gave her waist a squeeze.
“You mustn't make a mistake. We love you too much, Nollie. I wish we
had Gratian here.”
“Gratian would back me up,” said Noel; “she knows what the war is.
And you ought to, Auntie. If Rex or Harry wanted to be married, I'm
sure you'd never oppose them. And they're no older than Cyril. You
must understand what it means to me Auntie dear, to feel that we belong
to each other properly before—before it all begins for him, and—and
there may be no more. Daddy doesn't realise. I know he's awfully
good, but—he's forgotten.”
“My dear, I think he remembers only too well. He was desperately
attached to your mother.”
Noel clenched her hands.
“Was he? Well, so am I to Cyril, and he to me. We wouldn't be
unreasonable if it wasn't—wasn't necessary. Talk, to Cyril,
Auntie; then you'll understand. There he is; only, don't keep him
long, because I want him. Oh! Auntie; I want him so badly!”
She turned; and slipped back into the house; and Thirza, conscious of
having been decoyed to this young man, who stood there with his arms
folded, like Napoleon before a battle, smiled and said:
“Well, Cyril, so you've betrayed me!”
Even in speaking she was conscious of the really momentous change
in this sunburnt, blue-eyed, lazily impudent youth since the day he
arrived, three weeks ago, in their little wagonette. He took her arm,
just as Noel had, and made her sit down beside him on the rustic bench,
where he had evidently been told to wait.
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