“No, no, I'm not chaffing. There's no room on earth for saints
in authority. There's use for a saintly symbol, even if one doesn't
hold with it, but there's no mortal use for those who try to have
things both ways—to be saints and seers of visions, and yet to come
the practical and worldly and rule ordinary men's lives. Saintly
example yes; but not saintly governance. You've been his deliverance,
Nollie.”
“But Daddy loves his Church.”
George frowned. “Of course, it'll be a wrench. A man's bound to
have a cosey feeling about a place where he's been boss so long;
and there is something about a Church—the drone, the scent, the half
darkness; there's beauty in it, it's a pleasant drug. But he's not
being asked to give up the drug habit; only to stop administering drugs
to others. Don't worry, Nollie; I don't believe that's ever suited
him, it wants a thicker skin than he's got.”
“But all the people he helps?”
“No reason he shouldn't go on helping people, is there?”
“But to go on living there, without—Mother died there, you know!”
George grunted. “Dreams, Nollie, all round him; of the past and the
future, of what people are and what he can do with them. I never see him
without a skirmish, as you know, and yet I'm fond of him. But I should
be twice as fond, and half as likely to skirmish, if he'd drop the
habits of authority. Then I believe he'd have some real influence over
me; there's something beautiful about him, I know that quite well.”
“Yes,” murmured Noel fervently.
“He's such a queer mixture,” mused George. “Clean out of his
age; chalks above most of the parsons in a spiritual sense and chalks
below most of them in the worldly. And yet I believe he's in the right
of it. The Church ought to be a forlorn hope, Nollie; then we should
believe in it. Instead of that, it's a sort of business that no one
can take too seriously. You see, the Church spiritual can't make good
in this age—has no chance of making good, and so in the main it's
given it up for vested interests and social influence. Your father is a
symbol of what the Church is not. But what about you, my dear? There's
a room at my boarding-house, and only one old lady besides myself, who
knits all the time. If Grace can get shifted we'll find a house, and
you can have the baby. They'll send your luggage on from Paddington if
you write; and in the meantime Gracie's got some things here that you
can have.”
“I'll have to send a wire to Daddy.”
“I'll do that. You come to my diggings at half past one, and I'll
settle you in. Until then, you'd better stay up here.”
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